matteus

Well, doesn't shit seem to happen right when you need it not too? The "distance" for Cheli was a self reflection of not knowing what she wants. She would shut me out "not having anything to say."

I think I shouldn't whine and bitch about it, but dammit, I miss her like hell, even now..., most especially now.

I think I needed her to do this. We both knew that we couldn't keep going the way we were. I didn't want to let go, I have that problem of sometimes holding back and not wanting to make the mistake to crush things. So, in a way, me being scared of possible failure pushed me into a state of trying.

Maybe she's right...