Still trying to improve. I am close to 260 for weigh... almost 90 pounds that I have lost. Changed diet and exercise have made a difference.
Also picked up a second job as a tutor. Helping high school students with either classes or prepping for college and the ACT test. It's good if just to see what else I can look into for a new career.
Currently using Zoloft and ashwagandha root... sleep has improved a little and anxiety has ebbed... love it if I can really get some sleep.
Trust issues are still at the forefront of my mind... feeling badly burned by the past, but wishing that I could be something for someone. Maybe someday... just not today.