My part time job is as a tutor for a business that I went to as a child. It really got myself better connected with some things, but having a councilor probably would have been better for understanding my depression and anxiety.

I digress...

Now I see kids where they are calling the shots on everything and the parents cowtow to everything they say or...
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kalani_:
Lol!

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weedfarmer:
@MAGUSJOE That a learning lesson for me. Read and understand a blog beforehand.
magusjoe:
No worries @weedfarmer I think we have all done it at some point.

I'd love a home like this....

babinix:
Bella 😍

arroezze:
"come see the world's biggest outdoor bbq"

Management at the day job : "We have to be careful that we are serving the best interest for our investors, so we are going to redefine your job once again even when we have already done it 7 times within 14 months.

Me:

Ran myself into the dirt again between two jobs, taking care of the folks, and putting several people above my own well being.

I called in to the main job and actually got some real sleep... game changer which helped to limit a migraine that I had been fighting off and on for three days.

Watched some videos and listened to music to relax.

Even...
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Another year has passed... and it hasn't been too bad really. Getting stronger as a person, finding better ways for dealing with stress, and feeling like I can be a good person yet still have boundaries....

Hoping this next trip around the sun will be as successful.

.....but I still don't care much for birthdays.... lol

Looking back, I have broken free of some really bad habits.... pills, smoking, drinking, cutting off people that were users or abusive. I'd like to believe that I have improved and grown during these experience to get beyond.

Now I think I have plateaued and need to change... but no idea where to go next...

So... now what...