I watched DOGVILLE. Much fuss is made over Lars Von Trier being a misogynist. I keep thinking a director as intelligent and as talented as he can't simply be in it for the thrill of treating his female characters cruelly. But you watch DOGVILLE, and put it with his other films DANCER IN THE DARK and BREAKING THE WAVES, and it's hard not to wonder...
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elfboy:
My guess is it's a form of protest regarding the local city economy. It's also cuz half the landlords don't live round here. (The snow shovelling thing)...
If you're bored someday, & want to force someone to watch these flicks, drop me a line.....
You might even recognize me. I'm sort of "famous" "infamous?" around here...
If you're bored someday, & want to force someone to watch these flicks, drop me a line.....
You might even recognize me. I'm sort of "famous" "infamous?" around here...
maxi:
hmmm the emty spacesuit is an image in my head of a suit hanging on a hook with no one to fill it, not in space just in a locker. not suffocating just empty, the way my heart felt in pain. We have not had makeup sex, actaully we have not had sex in weeks dut to a surgical procedure i just had. we are stil fragil and taking it slow. my issue with porn is the anticipation part and the territoral part, i am the very much a controler, i am the one who wears the pants and run the show, so i am working on stepping back and not emasualting him further, its work! he did read my journal during this time and all the responses to it. i do not consider what i do porn , i do not pose with other models, i do not reinact masterbation or sex in an image. i am not responsible if you need to or someone else needs to have a sexual release from my images, and not even 50% of my modeling jobs are even nude. i thik i answered all, and yes i am sometimes a perfectionist, its hard to not exspect from people what you give in return. and remember that everyone is not the same, but i am trying to learn and trust as i go along.
monday morning, and performed my random jog through the SG blogs, dropping thoughts and observations along the way. who will pick up my crumbs and follow them through the woods to my mysterious little house?
today my analyst cancelled, and probably will cancel tomorrow too. someone in her family is sick and needs care.
there was a great stretch of time when i felt relief...
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today my analyst cancelled, and probably will cancel tomorrow too. someone in her family is sick and needs care.
there was a great stretch of time when i felt relief...
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elfboy:
Hello.
Happy Valentine's Day!!! (Via Kizmet's command)............
(Dang, that entry is a headful... Would it make more sense if I backtracked your journ, I assume?)
PS..... I live in the 'Ville, too.....
Happy Valentine's Day!!! (Via Kizmet's command)............
(Dang, that entry is a headful... Would it make more sense if I backtracked your journ, I assume?)
PS..... I live in the 'Ville, too.....
toothpick:
Yeah, he's swesome. The awesomest dog that ever awesomed.
i left some comments on various pages today...which means i got to update quick before someone replies and sees what a fart i am. so. today. yes. editing. working on my film. i'll talk about that.
it drives me crazy. this suit i wear. it's too tight. you work on something...a creation of some sort...and it can pin you down. so you got to break...
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it drives me crazy. this suit i wear. it's too tight. you work on something...a creation of some sort...and it can pin you down. so you got to break...
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kizmet:
Happy valentines love!...Muwaaah!!!..
Happy valentines love!...Muwaaah!!!..
kizmet:
how are ya doll?
indie indie indie indie indie indie indie indie indie indie inde independant indie indie so very very very INDIE indeed.
maxi:
that was really beautiful, thank you!
I'm drinking wine and pondering the site. Boobies, boobies, boobies. A tough day, wrestling with frustrated ambition and endeavoring to get out of my own way. The real world is the perceived world, but appearances are deceiving.
Look at all this dang snow!
I like shovelling snow. I like it for the same reason I like taking a good dump: nobody bothers me. It's quality alone time, while at the same time being very practical and taking care of business. Sometimes even shovelling snow causes me to have to visit the john. Weird.
I have very distinct memories of being very young...
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I like shovelling snow. I like it for the same reason I like taking a good dump: nobody bothers me. It's quality alone time, while at the same time being very practical and taking care of business. Sometimes even shovelling snow causes me to have to visit the john. Weird.
I have very distinct memories of being very young...
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OK, let's talk football, people. You keep bringing it up, so let's do it. But I can tell you right now, my side of the conversation is going to be very brief. In fact, it's going to be one word long: defense. To elaborate: Patriots' defense. Patriots' defense will deliver them yet another Superbowl, and prove once and for all that the NFL is an...
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maxi:
oh damn i got the same nut recipe already, from a co worker a few years ago, i love them, i use a silpat sheet to cook them on so they don't stick
While we're all having fun checking each other out and wasting precious time in casual banter, there is a contraption that has landed on one of saturn's moons hundreds and hundreds of millions of miles away from here. that poor little space probe is now stuck in the mud on titan, clicking wee photos and sending them back to us.
Check them out at www.saturn.jpl.nasa.gov/home
Check them out at www.saturn.jpl.nasa.gov/home
maxi:
Hey I use to live in Scummerville, lol on Dell Street near the park.
maxi:
awww yeah i use to kick it up at Rascals and the Palace in Saugus, on Rt 1, then head over to kellys. i also use to live at Seaport landing after the auto mall in swapmscott
[Edited on Jan 19, 2005 8:25AM]
[Edited on Jan 19, 2005 8:25AM]
Day 2. Daaaaaaaaaaaaay teeyoooooooooo. Daytwodaytwo.
Rtwodaytoo.
You know, when I was in junior high school, I would go to these dances with a few friends. By night's end, everyone would be dancing with someone else except me. Honestly I can't remember what it was I did to kill time. I must have blocked out the trauma. I wish I could go back in time to...
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Rtwodaytoo.
You know, when I was in junior high school, I would go to these dances with a few friends. By night's end, everyone would be dancing with someone else except me. Honestly I can't remember what it was I did to kill time. I must have blocked out the trauma. I wish I could go back in time to...
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fiesty:
Hope you have a wonderful birthday!! 
journals
the ones i read regularly are written by people with sharp wits, bizarre life experiences, and broad senses of humor
so, naturally, not so many