madilynn

Augh! So frustrated... Apparently following member advice isn't always a good idea.

I hate feeling stressed out.. I want to do well, the best I can... but I'm really having a lot of trouble getting both locations and photographers that can produce what I need. There is nothing worse than knowing what is possible, but being unable to attain it because you have to rely on someone else.. that is apparently making you look bad. I feel bad, because the photographer I worked with on my first two sets is super nice, and can produce some cool stuff... but he is just winging it as far as SG-- totally not something he ever looked into before. I'm hoping Rick's and Javie's pictures come out super excellent.

I don't have as much time to devote to SG as I would like... I have full time school, and because of my spine injury a lot of doc visits and therapy etc.. If I'm not doing something right and you KNOW this, not just think it, please tell me. If you can think of ways for me to improve my blog, videos, pics, whatever... please tell me!

Shoot, I didn't even know how to set up my feed or where that was until just this afternoon. I need to learn the tricks to the site to make my experience and all my friends' even better..

:/ There's nothing worse than putting yourself out there and feeling attacked. Sad panda tonight..

cheer me up, guys.. please?

Madi <3