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Things are better.

Things are no where near ok. But they are getting better.

In what way? Sometimes I'm not sure. But they are.


Things are still stteadily going wrong in my life. Little things mostly.

Things spilling, things getting ruined, stepping on glass.. the usual.

So much so that it's starting to get almost funny. Almost.




REPO! THE GENETIC OPERA!




I still want to...
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cptpyjama:
Sometimes things go really shit--but then with hindsight you realise the shit had to happen to let the good stuff come after. I know from experience.

I wish for all your good stuff to start soon.
marvel:
Isn't that usually the way? I'm always way more concerned with how my friends or my love or my family will deal with something over and above how I will deal.

In any case, I wish the both of you the very very very very best ♥
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<BREAK FROM DRAMA>

THis movie looks amazing. I am so excited to see it. Even if Paris Hilton is in it puke

I am so in love with this movie.



Repo! The Genetic Opera.

Will you be my bride? love love love love




SPOILERS! (Click to view)
And you. You know who you are. I love you. Good luck.

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lil_em:
I have no idea honey, I'm rubbish with hairstyles; I have no vision at all frown

You do look great already though if that helps? Probably not frown

xx
snottlebocket:
no bangs, you look so cute in that last pic.
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I believe my daddy put it best:

"It's called heartbroken and gut wrenching for a reason. Because it really feels like that."




On another note. I feel old.

I feel like i have to be in my late thirties at least. I look at people and think "stupid kids" and then realize I'm talking about someone my age. I look at my friends back home...
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cptpyjama:
You have maturity, not oldness. That's a good thing.
_margot_:
Thanks, sweetheart.

It is funny, going into the whole week, I thought about all the "me" things I would do. I think once I get home from work tomorrow I will begin to do them.

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Is it so much to ask that JUST once something goes right?

Im not asking for one thing to go right a day or even a week. I'm asking for one day when nothing goes wrong. I dont care if it goes right... i just dont want everything to go wrong every single day.

Lets review my week.

Fighting
Bickering
Hearing admissions from my mother...
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allegro:
Oh goodness. Big long hugs for you.
jmhebert:
Wow, you sound like you are having one of my weeks. Sorry about that, but remember things will get better.

I just saw you on Ilectra blogtv. You seem like a great friend and a fun person to know wink Keep your head up and life will get better.

love love kiss kiss
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I"m tired.

Just tired.

No amount of sleep can rest me.

I am ready to rest my head someplace that can bring me peace.
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ilectra:
*hugs*
ron4164:
I must be you worst friend for ever fo shizzle! Yo! blackeyed
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justjeff:
*hugs* for my silly, dear, "let's kill some bitches" friend. love kiss ooo aaa
grayness:
I am thinking good thoughts for you.
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Well today i went for a nice trip to the mall for an eyeglass appointment and a new dress. I got a really pretty red polka dot dress (i love my 50's dresses) that i need to have taken in a little to properly fit but it looks so pretty and I got my new glasses and i love them smile I only had to try...
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metaverse:
Very nice..and I love the glasses!!
justjeff:
You're too cute. love kiss
The floor behind you is actually clean! What happened? Oh wait... The chair back is in the way. My bad. wink
Love the new specs. The shoulder straps on the dress are nice too. tongue
Cheesecake tonight! If you're really good I'll give you the whole thing.

Wait...

What!? eeek

tongue
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I cannot wait til I get to be back home with my old my friends. July. It's not that far away... or so i have to keep telling myself. Before then i have so much other happy things to do but i just dont think it can get here fast enough lol.

Dont get my wrong i wish philly and nyc would last forever with...
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tiger_fodder:
It will be fun to hear your going home stories!

kiss kiss kiss
siamkittie:
I hope things get better for me soon. It's like when it rains it frickin floods for me. *sigh*

I'm so excited for you. I'm like jumping up and down for you like when we me and we're gonna be like:

*EEEE* BOING* EEEE* BOING* *EEEE* BOING*

kiss
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This blog turned into a terrible rant about best friends and how my old best friends are weird and blah blah blah. If you dont have the time to read it all skip to where it says "Brings me to the point of this blog". It's much faster lol.


Where to start where to start.... i am a bundle of energy most days now. I...
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teddy__kgb:
your new profile pic is hawt.
tiger_fodder:
I am going to make you listen to all that "crap" tongue tongue tongue tongue tongue