"This isn't love so forever let it go...forever will it burn, This isn't love there on the backend of forever I wish I would never hurt again..." *Co&Ca
I wish I could say that I didn't love him and actually mean it, I know that deep down a part of me does still love him even after everything.
I do wish that I would never hurt again but I know that's a wish that will remain ungranted. I've become so incredably numb, the only thing I can feel is that horrid ache you get when you're heart shatters. I feel as though I'm about to burst out of my skin.
I suppose this is what happens when you want so desprately to believe that someone out there actually cares for you and wants to be with you too.
I wish I could say that I didn't love him and actually mean it, I know that deep down a part of me does still love him even after everything.
I do wish that I would never hurt again but I know that's a wish that will remain ungranted. I've become so incredably numb, the only thing I can feel is that horrid ache you get when you're heart shatters. I feel as though I'm about to burst out of my skin.
I suppose this is what happens when you want so desprately to believe that someone out there actually cares for you and wants to be with you too.
melli:
Wow I'm totally in the same space. I'm just able to admit that I loved him and now I have to deal with not having him. 
How was San Diego?
How was San Diego?
gadget:
thank you.