lucy

Hello loveys!

I've decided that now is the time for new beginnings. I've done a lot of thinking in the past few days and I've realized that although I'm happy with where I am in life at the moment, I'm still too far from where I want to be to rest comfortably in my little rut anymore.

I'm not happy with the way my body feels. I have acquired more unhealthy traits this year than I have at any other period in my life. I eat garbage, get no excercise and spend my days in a cynical, negative mindset. I'm far from fat, but my body is flabby and in terrible shape and I think it's time for me to change that.

I can't drink anymore. Even one drink makes me feel like death the next day, so I'm cutting it out of my life completely.
I've become very lazy. I barely do anything around the house anymore, and I never cook. Last night FreakPirate and I cooked a meal together and I forgot how much fun it could be. I love to cook, and I love to bake, and once I get started, I'm a machine. The problem is getting started in itself...I really lack motivation. So now I'm going to work on motivating myself.

If anyone in Toronto wants a workout buddy or a jogging buddy, I'm currently in the market...

Last year was the worst year of my life. I'm determined that this year will be the best.

I'm off to a good start, I think.

xoxo
love lucy