louisiana

From my love, photominimal.

Six more hours and I'm up in the air again, and back to cold NY. I wish I could have spent more than a long weekend down here, but it's better than nothing. I didn't get to shoot with anyone while I was here, but I guess that's what I get for coming to Florida a week after everyone else leaves....
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Good morning wonderful friends.



The witch, the faun, and the prisoner.
I'm learning not to hate myself when I'm made of round shapes.


I join you again for another dizzy morning in the haunted attic. I'm going to work now and waiting on an email to see if I have to work tonight. I am secretly (or not so secretly) hoping for an evening off,...
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My hair is taking over. Who wants to give it a trim?

See, a few years ago I cut it all off. Then I found this amazing Tennessee polaroid art photographer who I fell in love with. He had written on his page, "I only shoot models with long hair." and so it began. I grew and grew and grew for years.

Him and I...
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Good morning, good morning, good morning supreme.




In my constant state of being out of the loop, it seems like everyone is in Florida this week, and will be gone by the time I get there next week. Hah! Well, if anyone in South Florida wants to hang out the first week of October...


It rained and rained and rained some terrible rain and wind...
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I have to, I must, I WILL make it through this day. I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok. I will drink water and eat gluten-free food and I will not feel sick.

Mornings are the hardest, I hope I can get home tonight and laugh at this. That poor thing, I will say, so sick every morning. But maybe feeling so fine from 10 am...
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I like when people shoot with film because it makes everything soft and honest. After all the bullshit, what's left is the film. I like it with nothing to hide behind.

I just read Rat Girl, which is a memoir of this woman Kristen Hersh who was in the nearly-famous band Throwing Muses. I like reading other accounts of bands and the transition between...
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Bad witch bad witch bad witch, I'm not always the best friend to have around. But no one's perfect right?




Today was my first day back at work. Pennsylvania was nice and weird. I decided I don't like Irvington NJ. I never, ever ever want to be there again.

Life without a car is humbling. Maybe things are too spaced out around here. I may...
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"You wanna dance with me?"



"Fine, never mind."




I thought I'd be so lonesome last night, but it actually turned out to be a nice little night to myself. Knowing that I won't always be terrible to myself when left alone with me is important. Oh, the nervous mess that's hiding under every well put together adult professional.

We had a tiny little itty bitty...
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It's not so easy, being a strange person. There's no way to hide it at all.












Today hurts a lot, it sure does. Here's hoping for a better tomorrow. Here's looking at you, Thursday.