losingcontrol

the last few weeks have seemed very strange for me.. everything around me is changing.. i feel like i am at a very important moment in my life.. working on forgiving the ignorance of others can be very challenging..

FML.. im sick of feeling like i don't fucking matter.. its ok if im spoken to like an ass but if i step outta line.. FORGET IT..

there has been a lot happening in the last week & i am just trying to deal.. havent had much time on the computer as of late.. i will be back to smooth out the details at some point soon..

THIS ONE IS ON US PRESENTS
ANOTHER VERSION OF THE TRUTH: THE GIFT

On 5th May, 2008, Nine Inch Nails released "The Slip" for free via their website, as a gift to their fans. Or as Trent Reznor put it: "This one's on me".

On December 13th, 2008, dozens of Nine Inch Nails fans recorded the last show of the Lights In The Sky tour...
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happy solstice to all of you..

my wife and i had quite the talk yesterday & i think things are going to be better..

def keeping the relationship very open..

looking forward to holiday madness..

driving to MA today.. i hope the traffic isnt too bad..

got lots of presents for my little girl.. and in a time of extreme poverty.. that makes me very...
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i just feel like tearing my eyes out..

i am getting really sick of petty drama with roommates.. people just don't know how to be human anymore..

losingcontrol

just really down this holiday season.. bills racking up.. no income.. can't find a job anywhere & the one i have is unreliable.. no presents for my lil girl.. i dont think we've ever been so screwed..

perfect little dream
the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels
well almost
no one to blame
always the same
open my eyes
wake up
wake...
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I was gifted by a secret Santa to come back to SG.. flattered I am..
losingcontrol

i will use my voice
and i will use my fist
to destroy everything
everything i can

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