Tuesday Nov 10, 2009

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Llama WHO?!?!

I am still alive. Very busy elsewhere. I believe my account may be expiring in December. Sadly, I do not believe I will be renewing it. I think I have only logged in 3 times since my last post in August.

I am very much alive on facebook, go ahead and laugh. If you want to look me up there I will give...
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velvet_petal:

^ Me too!

velvet_petal:

B, I loved you so much. I can't believe you're gone, my friend.

Monday Jul 27, 2009

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_pie_:

How's the lasik been working out for you?

velvet_petal:

How goes it in llama world?

Thursday Jul 23, 2009

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HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY

Nothing in particular, just in a good mood.

Made some friends in Finland, have been invited to be their guest any time I felt like going. That is SOOO cool. One of the guys is into motorcycles, old cars, and snowmobiles. Hmmmm, how to decide when to visit. I think winter, I don't get real winter here and I would...
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tiger_fodder:

If you go, take those sunglasses (long days) and a parka (fucking cold).

kittenbot:

oooh a fun trip!!!

Thursday Jul 16, 2009

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tiger_fodder:

I've been there. I'm glad you have that. smile

janegeraldine:

kiss

Monday Jul 13, 2009

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I finally bought me some cheap-ass mirrored aviator glasses that I have wanted since 1975 but my sight sucked so bad I couldnt wear them. Revenge is MINE I say.

But, I had thought I Had the entire universe figured out and that came to a crash today. Now everyone knows that "42" is the ultimate answer to the most important question about life, the...
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tunnel_vision:

I'd do ya biggrin

_pie_:

I wish I could rock the sunglasses, been stuck with transition lenses for about forever.

Thursday Jul 09, 2009

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Even though I lay dying on the ground, bleeding from so so many little wounds, my compassion still creeps back to life, and I want to care. I can't let that happen, I did nothing wrong, I was killed for no reason, except perhaps the enjoyment of others, and still I find myself thinking of making peace before the end. Why can't I...
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tiger_fodder:

Give yourself time. You might hate later, but you are much better than that. smile

velvet_petal:

ooooh, hate to say it, but I can't really draw on command like that. The mood has to hit me and then I draw what strikes my fancy at the time. Generally I do it to relax when I'm feeling a little down. I wish I could draw on command. If I could I would make all my good friends drawings....but it's more like I sit down and what comes out is what comes out.

Not sure what sort of cartoon you were wanting, but I did a little pencil drawing in memory of sweet Gabby for you. Unfortunately my best attempt came out on a scrap of paper but it looks pretty decent in a frame. I'll send you a pic in a pm. Tell me where to send it. smile

Wednesday Jul 08, 2009

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Thank you all for the nice comments. Yes, health is returning. Unfortunately, in the cosmic game of maintaining balance in the universe, my heart was yet again removed, beaten, chopped into fine bits, and run through the blender yet again. More life's lessons, you cannot reason with the insane. Insanity is in fact the black hole for reason and logic, and if you contain...
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velvet_petal:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

llama, you're a smart guy. How'd you end up here? Trust your initial gut instincts from this point forward. *bossy stare*

In the meantime, I give you a big, sympathetic hug. Heartache with someone whom you knew was bad for you...we've all been there at some point in our lives. It is no fun. Hopefully this is a place you will never visit again.

Take comfort in the fact that although you're miserable right now...you look pretty cute with your new eyes. Yes, shallow heh.

_pie_:

a person can be sweet, kind, and an asshole all at once- just look at 666Irish! tongue

truth and honesty truly are things to cherish, so I hear ya.

Sunday Jul 05, 2009

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velvet_petal:

Hee hee! Love the new profile pic. You look really handsome and like your health must be returning. Glad those great eyes are no longer hidden.

janegeraldine:

Oh for sure! That is awesome for you to not have to deal with anymore. biggrin

My current prescription is -12.00. Lol.

Sunday Jun 21, 2009

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velvet_petal:

OMG. Your eyes are so dilated!! How are they doing now? Sorry I did not see earleir.

janegeraldine:

How is life without glasses treating you?

Wednesday Jun 17, 2009

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Tomorrow is the big day. Eye surgery at 12:30. If all goes well I will go from 20/300 to 20/15. I won't be able to open my eyes under water until the 4th of July, but after that all's fair.

35 years of wearing glasses coming to an end. I am probably going to freak.
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pineapplefroot:

Yay! That will be awesome, I'm sure.

janegeraldine:

It will be ok. It is a very easy recovery. kiss

Saturday Jun 13, 2009

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Okay, I have no idea where this is going to end up so please don't throw ripe fruit.

There seems to be a profound feeling of sadness when there is something you have to do that you know will inevitably put another hole in your heart and add to the scars that have built up. I know why you have to do it in...
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tiger_fodder:

Life is trying and trying and trying once more. Otherwise we all just sit around pick our noses and play WOW all day. Who would want that?

janegeraldine:

Go for it. Whatever it is. Don't sit around and wait. If nothing else, the relief of having done it will make it all worthwhile.

Monday Jun 08, 2009

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Friday I get my eyes mapped, the following Thursday I have surgery. Yes, to those who know my sad tale of surgeries, I am in fact out of my freaking mind. But, either way, 35 years of wearing glasses comes to an end next week.
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tiger_fodder:

I have a camera in the doctor's office. Here is his last patient:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMev5QQxs00

janegeraldine:

This should be a piece of cake for you after all you have dealt with. It will be awesome.