lily

riots in new york. i listened to these guys freestyle and dance and alot of my tralever squatter homeboys and girls are coming for this protest agaisnt the republican convention. I think i got my court date delayed again. i keep prolonging this jail shit but i need more time to get off the methadone. that shit is fucked by the way, if you're a junkie never get on it. My homegirl rachel got out of jail a few days ago for tricking, she got grabbed by an undercover, its so fucked that they still put whores in jail, i was so happy to see that toothless crackwhore. me and her have been through some shit together. today me and peter were driving to the clinic and there was this black woman all dirty skin falling off her bones nodded out, passed out, drolling all over herself. I made him stop the car to give her my last five dollars and some water. i bet a hundred people had walked by her without noticing. thats whats so strange about new york sometimes. so many zombies. I got to see one of my most favorite rappers brother ali a few nights ago and talk to his dj who is one of my favorite people even though i rarely see him. when we do though its platonic. Been feeling a little low. heard some things that i can't even say to ya'll as exposive i am about my life. it made me cry. It was maya angelou that said "Still i Rise"
Love, Lily