A few days away and I'll board that jet and fly away to a moment I'll always wait for, and a moment that I will wait for until there is no time apart.
For now in my reality, my grandfather is once again in the hospital, this time he fractured his jaw probably when he fell and I am unsure if he even remembers falling. If he does, I'm sure it's hard for him to admit it without feeling timorous or even humiliated. He knows his fate and it's a slow process of decline in health and spirit. It's way too slow. Watching my grandmother die, it wasn't so hard. She was optimistic and she had him by her side. He appreciates my brother's efforts in taking care of him, me visiting and everyone's help, but he's lonely. He's too proud to leave and live somewhere where they will wipe his ass and chew his food for him. Let him have that.
Everything will be okay.
For now in my reality, my grandfather is once again in the hospital, this time he fractured his jaw probably when he fell and I am unsure if he even remembers falling. If he does, I'm sure it's hard for him to admit it without feeling timorous or even humiliated. He knows his fate and it's a slow process of decline in health and spirit. It's way too slow. Watching my grandmother die, it wasn't so hard. She was optimistic and she had him by her side. He appreciates my brother's efforts in taking care of him, me visiting and everyone's help, but he's lonely. He's too proud to leave and live somewhere where they will wipe his ass and chew his food for him. Let him have that.
Everything will be okay.
it is the nature of things in general to work out for the best
see you soon