I made a few promises of fanart and shit like that and I haven't followed through with that at all and for that I sincerely apologise but I have been so distracted lately, and I'd like to say it was because of this whole Corona shit going on but that is only part of it, truth is, I been drinking a shit load and writing smut (That sounds like fun right? Well guess what? IT IS!). Problem is, it leaves me no time to actually make anything worth showing off, seriously, it has been tripe, more stuff has gone into the recycle bin than has gone onto this site. Things need to change though because this past Sunday I had a bit of a shock to the system and I'm not gonna go too much into it because it's personal to people far closer than me and nor am I the sort of person to seek sympathy, especially not for something like this, but I found out an old school friend of mine had committed suicide and he was 38 years old. What makes it doubly sad is I was probably one of the last people to speak to him, albeit on Facebook. He'd posted a status where he was listening to some old school ska and reggae and drinking a fucking HUUUGGGEEEE glass of gin. The following day he was gone. Suffice to say it, I handled it like a champion. It bought me and some old school friends back together though and I'd like to believe that that is what he would have wanted and for the first time that evening I finally began to accept it and began to think that maybe he had found peace.
I'm 37 and I'm due to turn 38 in July and I have diabetes and this whole thing made me realize that life is too fucking short to worry about whether your art pieces are shit or not. Just fucking post it up 'cos someone's gonna love it! I know I fucking will.
Rest in Peace my old friend, until we meet again x
