i cant tell you all the things i want to say
and i cant say all the things i want to tell you
my words have run dry
and ive forgotten how to speak
its ok to be scared and its ok to be mad
your not alone in this uphill struggle you face everyday
seems theres always a mudslide or rocks that tumble down...
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and i cant say all the things i want to tell you
my words have run dry
and ive forgotten how to speak
its ok to be scared and its ok to be mad
your not alone in this uphill struggle you face everyday
seems theres always a mudslide or rocks that tumble down...
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bairdduvessa:
hey in case i'm not around, i hope you have a happy birthday
bairdduvessa:
i ho[e you had fun!
bairdduvessa:
s'wrong belle?
im so fuckin lazy. i have all these new and better pics that are up on my MySpace....cuz yes, i am a myspace whore. but i have not put them on here yet, nor have i done to much to fix up my lil ole page here. sorry.
i am so fuckin horny. matt just fucked the shit outta me real good, but i am...
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i am so fuckin horny. matt just fucked the shit outta me real good, but i am...
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bairdduvessa:
you said
i am so fuckin horny. matt just fucked the shit outta me real good, but i am still horny as a mother fucker. and hes upstairs sleeping. not to mention im hungry too.
i'd offer to help on both counts...
deedee:
i just wanted to tell you your nickname is cool hahaha
MUAH!!
MUAH!!
i am very bored. it is Saturday night, 9 o clock, and i am so bored. i want to scream.
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bairdduvessa:
i'm sorry you were bored. i wasn't at work i would have tried to entertain you
devika:
Thanks for the comment on my new set! 
Im back!! Oh how ive missed SuicideGirls!! how ive missed looking at all of you in your wonderful tattooed, pierced, naked glory!! My boyfriend rocks! Thank You baby!
So now im in the process of redoing my page and figureing things out and whatnot. a lot has changed since the last time i logged on.
but im back!!
Yippie!!
-Les
So now im in the process of redoing my page and figureing things out and whatnot. a lot has changed since the last time i logged on.
but im back!!
Yippie!!
-Les
bairdduvessa:
yes actualy
eeble:
hey huni thanx i well love my hip piercings!
i found u on the sexaolics group
hope your doing ok
xXx
i found u on the sexaolics group
hope your doing ok
xXx
see its momets like this that i just want to grab that fuckin needle. not cuz im mad or down or anything. im bored, and i so very much want to fuckin feel something. im fuckin horny and i want to feel fuckin pain. a tattoo, a piercing, every fuckin dragging that fuckin needle across my skin, just to feel it pull and break the...
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bairdduvessa:
ah ok...but my bill would have been peverted
loveisdead:
thanks 4 the comment lee , btw your right bout the kids they are almost 14 & 16
so its not to to hard on'em right now... ahh well be sweet beb & talkto ya later... chuck
so its not to to hard on'em right now... ahh well be sweet beb & talkto ya later... chuck
i love rainy days. wakin up to the sound of rain hitting my roof, and then laying in bed all day just listening to it. One of my favorite things.
my Unlce died on Tuesday. Massive Heart Attack. He was 51. A very very good man. The world is surely a lil dimmer now that he is gone. He loved the 4th of July, so...
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my Unlce died on Tuesday. Massive Heart Attack. He was 51. A very very good man. The world is surely a lil dimmer now that he is gone. He loved the 4th of July, so...
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bairdduvessa:
i'm sorry to hear about your loss
but i agree with rainy days
but i agree with rainy days
i have lost i think 20 pounds. i am loving me right now. i havent been this slim since like middle school. i fit in a size 12 shorts. 12!! i squeeled like a lil gurl when i buttoned those bitches. im loving my legs right now. im buying skirts, which i never wear skirts, but my legs look so damn sexy in them right...
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observingone:
haha...great for you, LeeLee. It's always good to feel good about yourself. Congrats.
It's always good to feel good about yourself. Congrats. Did you ever play with fire when you were a kid?
just ot watch it burn?
Ever trap a bug; to watch what it would do?
Ever drink alcohol, or do drugs just to kno that feeling?
If youve ever experimented then you understand.
nothings wrong, im fine. maybe a lil bummed
but its nothing to slit my wrists about
Its funny, cuz what i...
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just ot watch it burn?
Ever trap a bug; to watch what it would do?
Ever drink alcohol, or do drugs just to kno that feeling?
If youve ever experimented then you understand.
nothings wrong, im fine. maybe a lil bummed
but its nothing to slit my wrists about
Its funny, cuz what i...
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bairdduvessa:
why so blue?
let me know if you need anything
let me know if you need anything
xxnecroxx:
I know if you where a big t shirt and stand on top of a vent you feel alot bigger....
Haha i'm an ass sorry
but if you need to talk hit me up.....
( or hang out even, i know it's hard when you feel blue or sad and you;re stuck witht he same old crowd thats probably the ones who brought you down...so hit me up please
)
Haha i'm an ass sorry
but if you need to talk hit me up.....
( or hang out even, i know it's hard when you feel blue or sad and you;re stuck witht he same old crowd thats probably the ones who brought you down...so hit me up please
)i played with a needle tonight
dragged its sharp edge over my skin
and felt it prick
agaisnt the most sensitive parts of my flesh
flesh that still burnes with your touch
could i really do it?
release my deamons like crimson drops of velvet on my porcelin skin?
theres a pleasure in this
in the not knowin
do i have what it takes to...
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dragged its sharp edge over my skin
and felt it prick
agaisnt the most sensitive parts of my flesh
flesh that still burnes with your touch
could i really do it?
release my deamons like crimson drops of velvet on my porcelin skin?
theres a pleasure in this
in the not knowin
do i have what it takes to...
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bairdduvessa:
riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight 
I have to give away my baby. And when i say my baby, i mean my 3 yr old cat.
my mom doesnt want her at her hosue anymore, and i can have pets where i live, so i have to give her up.
for anyone whos intreseted, shes: black and white, 25lbs, yes shes a fat cat. 3 yrs old. spayed, up-to-date on all...
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my mom doesnt want her at her hosue anymore, and i can have pets where i live, so i have to give her up.
for anyone whos intreseted, shes: black and white, 25lbs, yes shes a fat cat. 3 yrs old. spayed, up-to-date on all...
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anissa:
Oh gosh thank you. 
What would make you think such a crazy thing like that? Heehee.
What would make you think such a crazy thing like that? Heehee.
_sarah_:
That's why I love that picture. He looks like he's laughing at a really evil joke.
