as i lay here, alone and unhappy, i wonder how much of my depression is a chemical imbalance, and how much of it is related to feeling stagnant.
can i find out who i really am in a haze of zoloft?
will the answer appear through the fog of some other drug?
i am miserable.
i long to be doing something else with every fiber of my being.
this is the year where i change things.
this year is the year of doing things for me.
this is the year of Sarah.
"maybe i'll live my whole life
just getting by
maybe i'll be discovered
maybe i'll be colonized
you could try to train me like a pet
you could try to teach me to behave
but i'll tell you, if i haven't learned it yet
i ain't gonna sit
i ain't gonna stay"
-ani
can i find out who i really am in a haze of zoloft?
will the answer appear through the fog of some other drug?
i am miserable.
i long to be doing something else with every fiber of my being.
this is the year where i change things.
this year is the year of doing things for me.
this is the year of Sarah.
"maybe i'll live my whole life
just getting by
maybe i'll be discovered
maybe i'll be colonized
you could try to train me like a pet
you could try to teach me to behave
but i'll tell you, if i haven't learned it yet
i ain't gonna sit
i ain't gonna stay"
-ani
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xanippi:
disdain:
good. i'm glad that your new neighbors are hippies... that fact will just make it all the more satisfying when we finally manage to push their peaceful asses over the edge. and oh yes, over the edge they will go.