i hate my fuckin' job. i get no respect, no thanks, nothing. just criticism.
fuck you.
fuck.
you.
___
she slogged through the bull shit. wading hip deep in non-sense. she desparingly searched for somthing that eluded her. despair was her keyword. she was terrified that if she didnt do somthing now, nothing would ever get done, she wanted to sleep until better times were...
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fuck you.
fuck.
you.
___
she slogged through the bull shit. wading hip deep in non-sense. she desparingly searched for somthing that eluded her. despair was her keyword. she was terrified that if she didnt do somthing now, nothing would ever get done, she wanted to sleep until better times were...
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wes11b10:
I'm here, my friend. I hope you are okie-dokie but I wouldn't draw that conclusion from your journal entries. I hope that writing it down gets some of it out of you. I miss ya too, buddy! 
wes11b10:
I'm doing pretty well. I've been hanging out with my pal ProAggression quite a lot lately. Please believe me that it gets better. I'm thousands of miles but only a few digits away, so give me a bell if you need to.
so, the reason that i post things about me being unhappy here is because whenever i try to talk to people abou tin real life no one ( with the exception of my therapist, and one close friend) seems to give a shit. it's like they aren't even listening.
mkes me feel like a piece of shit for unloading on them, when apparently it's stuff...
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mkes me feel like a piece of shit for unloading on them, when apparently it's stuff...
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buckknuckle:
I don't think you are doomed. I think you had this guy pegged when he was doing the booty call maintenance... you just forgot for a bit. There's nothing wrong with doing the casual thing as long as everyone is in agreement. If you wanted more, he's not the guy... but that doesn't mean there isn't a guy. Relax, have a drink... January will be here soon.
buckknuckle:
I answered the black question in the tattoo group. I think I did a good job. Go me!
[Edited on Nov 26, 2004 11:11PM]
[Edited on Nov 26, 2004 11:11PM]
*burrrrp*
name change!
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rumrunner:
I'm SHOCKED 
i slog through the days, waiting, watching looking for my way out. looking for something to save me. wondering if such a thing exists. i feel heavy. solid. too real. too much of everything. i need to learn to not go home and cry every time something shitty happens at work. i just feel like such a failure.
fail.
i am terrible.
terrible at life.
fail.
i am terrible.
terrible at life.
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bigblack81:
I work at Waffle House, cannot get most girls to give me a second look and when I do find some who might have been able to, they're not dating anyone at all.
I know how you feel. I feel your pain. *patpats*
It's a shame you live so far away; If you were closer, I'd ask you out for a night of food, drinks and commiseration. Kissing totally optional, of course.
So you have at least ONE admirer.
I know how you feel. I feel your pain. *patpats*
It's a shame you live so far away; If you were closer, I'd ask you out for a night of food, drinks and commiseration. Kissing totally optional, of course.
So you have at least ONE admirer.
buckknuckle:
make that TWO. I might be high, but when/how the name change?
whell, perhaps i was a little hasty. i dont think im going to leave here just yet.
things in laine land might look pretty quiet for a while tho-
things in laine land might look pretty quiet for a while tho-
buckknuckle:
yeaaaah.
people are frustrating like woah.
no one would ever get mad at some one posting an emotional review of a band, or letting some other emotion fly on the boards. but alls i do is say im feeling like i have no reason to continue to live which is what i was feeling at the time, it's something i am still feeling, something i struggle...
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no one would ever get mad at some one posting an emotional review of a band, or letting some other emotion fly on the boards. but alls i do is say im feeling like i have no reason to continue to live which is what i was feeling at the time, it's something i am still feeling, something i struggle...
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hickuphelpline:
INsane me
please forgive that, i wasn't thinking.
iNsane?! Why ddo I do it/ Forgive me please.
please forgive that, i wasn't thinking.
iNsane?! Why ddo I do it/ Forgive me please.
buckknuckle:
I work until 8 on friday, but that sounds cool to me. I'll give you a call today.
to the nice ones thx.
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crispy:
There are people here, including me, who care about you even if we don't even know you ... try to take some comfort in that and lean on us for support as much as you need to.
Take care of yourself, okay?
Take care of yourself, okay?
ella_1:
If you ever need to vent email me ok.
Oh and if you cant have pets, being around animals is a help as well. volunteer at your local no-kill animal shelter, get out and do new things.
Just keep active and dont sit at home mopeing. I know how hard it is, i have fought major depressions since my first suicide attempt at 8.
Im thinking of you.
Oh and if you cant have pets, being around animals is a help as well. volunteer at your local no-kill animal shelter, get out and do new things.
Just keep active and dont sit at home mopeing. I know how hard it is, i have fought major depressions since my first suicide attempt at 8.
Im thinking of you.
feeling pretty crappy dog sitting for the carpenter while he's in toronto. im not sure how i feel about being back in his bed after so long. i love miss hate and need him all at the same time. therapy, wha?
update--
i am so lonely. the carpenter's housemate is like 10 steps away and yet i cannot ask for help
i feel isolated and...
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update--
i am so lonely. the carpenter's housemate is like 10 steps away and yet i cannot ask for help
i feel isolated and...
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dire_romantic:
well, i can't think of a better place to be distracted than here...nekkid ladies galore, plus the all your base are belong to us group .
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_sarah_:
He's a cutie. I used to have a folder full of pics, but then I started feeling like one of THOSE mothers.
polly:
hey therrrrrre.
ha ha ha drunken
yay
gonna try and get some
hrmm
we shall see
yay
gonna try and get some
hrmm
we shall see
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crazedlunatik:
haha what siv said... word!
well have some drunken fun for me... I am stonecold sober... my check didn't arrive at work they said "it should be here on monday" I want to kill her....
and go git sum!
well have some drunken fun for me... I am stonecold sober... my check didn't arrive at work they said "it should be here on monday" I want to kill her....
and go git sum!
buckknuckle:
It appears I am too late for the drunken Laine + friend. Me, I'm rushing to the toilet every few minutes because I had bad sushi. 
So anyway, tell Sarah2 that she's welcome!
So anyway, tell Sarah2 that she's welcome!
i dont want to talk about it anymore.
buckknuckle:
why won't you talk about it? you know you'd feel better if you talk about, so why don't you talk about it. talk about it. now.
so yeah, let's not talk about it. let's talk about this: Lego Sex.
have a nice day.
so yeah, let's not talk about it. let's talk about this: Lego Sex.
have a nice day.