big deep breaths. i am not freaking out. i am not freaking out. ok maybe i am.
my friend charlie's dad just offered me a job at his super awesome restaurant in grenwitch (sp?!) village!!!! omg omg omg
i have wanted to work for him ever since i met him two years ago and today he just up and offered me a job and a...
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my friend charlie's dad just offered me a job at his super awesome restaurant in grenwitch (sp?!) village!!!! omg omg omg
i have wanted to work for him ever since i met him two years ago and today he just up and offered me a job and a...
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tiffanymarie:
Jump on the chance sweetie. You've been waiting that long! Go for it! Good luck with your decision and everything. Take care, Tiff 
Yayyyyyyyy!!!!!
Im in NYC, im going to get a copy of my movie, i get to see the shopsins, the world is my oyster!!!
if any of you all want to meet me, send me an email and i will give you my contact info
Im in NYC, im going to get a copy of my movie, i get to see the shopsins, the world is my oyster!!!
if any of you all want to meet me, send me an email and i will give you my contact info
tiffanymarie:
I would looooooove to be in NYC lucky girl. Have a great time darling! Muah!
*whirly whirly*
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epithet:
what kind of whirlies are those?!?
filmme:
stop.... STTOOOP....
stop.... STTOOOP....
shit.
just fucking shit.
i feel shitty for even being alive this afternoon. i am so fucking depressed. i hate this beast that lives in my brain. it whispers things that i can't ignore. tells me things.
can someone help me figure out a way to get this hulking beast out of me?
he likes me.
why?
i keep coming back to that question.
why...
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just fucking shit.
i feel shitty for even being alive this afternoon. i am so fucking depressed. i hate this beast that lives in my brain. it whispers things that i can't ignore. tells me things.
can someone help me figure out a way to get this hulking beast out of me?
he likes me.
why?
i keep coming back to that question.
why...
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tiffanymarie:
Now that I have someone else's permission I believe I should go give the bitch my own professional abortion. hehehe 
filmme:
give it a whirl.
drive me home.
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wes11b10:
I'm right out, I am right there, I am gently thrumming, double-clutching and am, whew - there we are, hon'. Sleep well.
desmobile:
there's a slight problem... i'm afraid of airplanes 
have a nice one!
have a nice one!
*bleech*
i feel so icky today. i just totally hate myself. i wish i could feel different, but i dont.i try and try and try, bvut it seems like i just end up back at the bottom of the hill.
i feel like im back at the bottom.
i hate everything and everyone. and feel like they feel the same way. entire days spent silent...
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i feel so icky today. i just totally hate myself. i wish i could feel different, but i dont.i try and try and try, bvut it seems like i just end up back at the bottom of the hill.
i feel like im back at the bottom.
i hate everything and everyone. and feel like they feel the same way. entire days spent silent...
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manchester_black:
Ugh.
Long shifts suck
working on little sleep sucks
doing both is almost enough incentive to just go live on welfare or something
Long shifts suck
working on little sleep sucks
doing both is almost enough incentive to just go live on welfare or something
epithet:
i had fun on thursday.
we are a couple of dumb asses, fo sho!
*insert evil jenna bush laugh*
i had fun on thursday.
we are a couple of dumb asses, fo sho!
*insert evil jenna bush laugh*
i had a glimmer of something today.
something i had along time ago, but thought i had lost.
i want it back.
it slipped away when i wasnt looking
i hope i can find it again
i like feeling like that,
laughing like that,
looking like that.
being happy makes me feel like not me.
but not in a bad way...
something i had along time ago, but thought i had lost.
i want it back.
it slipped away when i wasnt looking
i hope i can find it again
i like feeling like that,
laughing like that,
looking like that.
being happy makes me feel like not me.
but not in a bad way...
wes11b10:
I misses you too, missus. I just saw the dragon and no, I did not invite her in. 'Ray for me!
Yeah - call me. I will be out and about all wk end but you have my digits.
xoxo
w.
Yeah - call me. I will be out and about all wk end but you have my digits.
xoxo
w.
geraldine:
Thanks! I'm gonna try meditating. See how that goes.
My poor flask...
I'm gonna try meditating. See how that goes.
My poor flask...
i think my head is going to explode.
wes11b10:
It probably will not (probably).
honorofgalahad:
That would be bad. I know that i would be the one drafted to clean it up. I can think of much better things to do than gurgling nitro.
hokay.
So i went to this club last night. Rick emerson listener party 5. good times.
ran into old boy *the bass player*.
He apologises for being lame 2 years ago.
Apology accepted. (he's hot! what can i do?!)
He tells me i look great.
5 drinks and several hours later, he is suggesting that i go back to his place.
Okay!
So now i...
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So i went to this club last night. Rick emerson listener party 5. good times.
ran into old boy *the bass player*.
He apologises for being lame 2 years ago.
Apology accepted. (he's hot! what can i do?!)
He tells me i look great.
5 drinks and several hours later, he is suggesting that i go back to his place.
Okay!
So now i...
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wes11b10:
Hey, friend S. Happy berf-day, yo. All this Ex talk is weird - her birthday is today. She's been making overatures to some sort of contact with me, under the guise of working on her car. mogwaifearsatan says it all when he says that they're "weird territory". I know I probably shouldn't (if the opportunity presents itself), but I also know that I probably will...
epithet:
hey, no 800 octane for me tomorrow. i'll be workin'. 
thorry thera.
thorry thera.i love running into old friends.
more later, when im not so hung over
more later, when im not so hung over
filmme:
heh. *le sigh*
youre funny.
I mAAAAAy be through your area later tis year... we could hook up for brews or some shit like that...
youre funny.
I mAAAAAy be through your area later tis year... we could hook up for brews or some shit like that...
ha ha ha ha
you know when you think you have something totally figured out?
and then i turns out you have no FREAKING clue?
yeah that just happened to me.
the librarian just called to see what i was doing this weekend and see how i was, because i hadn't called him today and i usually call him on wednesdays (because it is the...
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you know when you think you have something totally figured out?
and then i turns out you have no FREAKING clue?
yeah that just happened to me.
the librarian just called to see what i was doing this weekend and see how i was, because i hadn't called him today and i usually call him on wednesdays (because it is the...
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epithet:
the next time we kiggit, ima buy you a birthday drink, rummy.
epithet:
and just so i can leave a rediculously large amount of posts on your journal today, i have one more thing to say:
we are 22!
we are 22!
i guess i feel a little better now.
some checking up revealed that my mind was doing those silly little things it does. you know reality vs perception? which one will win?
too bad i dont seem to be able to distinguish between reality and what i feel like is real
some checking up revealed that my mind was doing those silly little things it does. you know reality vs perception? which one will win?
too bad i dont seem to be able to distinguish between reality and what i feel like is real
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kris7:
Ouch. Well I'm glad things are looking up for you and you're feeling better. *HUGS*
cakemix:
problem is so many times intuition is right...and once i'd been proven right a few crucial times it was hard to fathom i might be wrong xxx
