Thursday Dec 01, 2005

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ok instead of failing.. i got a hundred percent.

god im good at life.





theres a dinner party at syd's tonight. i cant go because i dont have the gas money to get there! grrrrrrrrr mad


oh to have a life filled with fancy dinner parties and hundred dollar bills...
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occam:
You're not ready for Shellac EL SUICIDO LOCO
dirty__1:
Shit pass me some $100 bills if you get that life full of them!! biggrin

Thursday Dec 01, 2005

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i was going to have to quit my job with the disabled.. because im in such a bad financial situation i didnt even have the gas to get to work. all my cards are maxed etc.

my boss loves me so much she combined my clients into one day, gave me a dollar more an hour raise even though i just got one of those...
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thejtx:
bio sucks, but raises are very good.
maxk:
That's really nice that you are thought of that highly at work. That speaks volumes about you!

Hope things get better with your finances. love

Tuesday Nov 29, 2005

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http://www.okcupid.com/profile?tuid=4932209396240685299







HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
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occam:
Sheesh...how desperate are you? wink I'm far to fabulously important to fill out some profile on a dating site ARRR!!!
bykenzo:
Might join if drunken later. ARRR!!!

Tuesday Nov 29, 2005

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im thinking about going somewhere far away for a long time.

the thought is making me smile more than i have in some time.


i feel like im an asshole. i feel like life is depressing and ugly and heavy.
i feel like i want to be more to everyone. i feel like im not enough for anyone.
im just that extra thing.. that aspect......
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venenumliscens:
Umm Pennsylvania is far away... and it's pretty nice about this time of year... and by nice I mean freezing cold a shitty, but hey, we could have a blast
thejtx:
roadtrips are wonderful and exciting smile

Monday Nov 28, 2005

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youre so pretty when youre faithful to me.





brokenhouse:
I was talking to preachy-preach about kissy-kiss
He bought me a soda
He bought me a soda
He bought me a soda and he tried to molest me in the parking lot
Yep, yep yep YEP!


kiss kiss
astarimpaled:
you've seemed so sad lately. frown

i wish i could cheer you up.

Sunday Nov 27, 2005

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1.Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of THEIR songs: RADIOHEAD

2. Are you male or female: How can you be sure?

3. Describe yourself: Faithless the wonderboy

4. How do some people feel about you: Million dollar question

5. How do you feel about yourself: I am citizen insane.

6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: Creep. HAHA

7. Describe current...
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burningleviathan:
i speak nothing but the truth
angrymeat:
tongue

Sunday Nov 27, 2005

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HUZAAAH for online dating!
-charade #1-

Gekiganger286: hi
piisssssoff: hi
Gekiganger286: hi im john
Gekiganger286: i was just looking at your profile on okc
piisssssoff: oh good news
Gekiganger286: yes?
piisssssoff: ah
Gekiganger286: what is the good news?
piisssssoff: i dont know youre fucking talking to me
piisssssoff: im just trying to be nice until you say something worth while
piisssssoff: or say somethign awful...
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occam:
shuddup you faze
maxk:
It's rough. And I mean that sincerely. But I don't think you're going to have either problem for too long, at least not the L problem. You'll find someone, somone who really cares. As far as the J problem, that takes time. I'm sure you have very good reasons for being in that state. But if you need to talk, I'm her to listen--and to put in my two cents.

love

Saturday Nov 26, 2005

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i can't.












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brokenhouse:
awww sweetie frown i wish there was something i could say to help you out

massive hugs and back rubs 'n stuff kiss kiss
bykenzo:
pervert?

Boooo!!!!!!!!!!

Friday Nov 25, 2005

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on my way to a party...

to surround myself with people that dont matter.


cheers darling.
dreamarie:
Thats no good. I guess you'll be home early. Try to enjoy.
angrymeat:
thats what parties are good for hanging out with a bunch of useless people to make you feel better about yourself . well at least thats why i go .

Thursday Nov 24, 2005

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im b-b-b-back in town.

i know i should have minded the drive home more than i did.

i just got home and my heart is sinking very quickly.
i feel really alone right now. it's almost painful. im not sure of anything, at all. like i dont have a place in the world. like i dont belong to anyone.

fuck i hate tonight.
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dirty__1:
Hey I gotta do something to at least APPEAR to be happy...
astarimpaled:
sometimes emptyness is the best comfort because it's the only comfort that is real

im sorry i can't help. frown
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