laceyk

Friday.
I hate leaving work and knowing there was still more I need to do.
I have been a complete stress case this week.
I am freaking out. I need to chill my brain.

You know when you are in the perpetual agitated state? Everything is kinda heightened and you get a little paranoid that everyone hates you.

Now this may sound crazy, but I swear it is true.
I have real trouble sleeping and for a long time I was taking Tylenol Simply Sleep, but it was part of their huge recall and I can't find it anywhere.

I tried this new all natural sleeping pill and while it doesn't keep me asleep (and therefore isn't really that good) everytime I take this huge dark blue pill I have dreams where I get to talk and spend time with people from my past. It is the weirdest thing I have ever had happen.

I have never had a sleeping pill affect my dreams consistently. I have had some that have a negative effect, but never nothing like this. I kinda love it. I love reconnecting with folks from my past and the conversations happen in the present; even if it isn't real. Cause I wake up feeling good.

So yeah I know it sounds crazy........................that's why I could only post it on SG - where people get crazy.