laceyk

I am a pissed off bitch right now, in so many ways. Mainly due to work. But completely and utterly pissed off.

I don't even know if it would make sense to write it out here or not.

I basically got a promotion, but not a raise, no biggie I prove myself and ask for more money or leave.

But then they also tell me I have to go to Alabama the first weekend in October - which is my and anti_duff's anniversary and we had planned an amazing weekend away to celebrate.

So I have to break those plans which upset me so much, I cried and cried and cried because we had just had a rough emotional weekend the weekend before and I needed this time with him. You know it was the usual, we've been togehter a year, is this working for both of us, what needs to change, do we have a future.

I was upset they said I can bring someone - it is nascar which I am into but anti_duff not as much - so I invite my mom to join me.

All is well the salesguy knows mom is coming, blah, blah, blah, I buy the fucking $800 tickets per person, because work says they will pay for my guest.

Today I get called into the office because the VP of the region freaked out that my mom was coming. So I have to uninvite her, go alone and I am so pissed. So ridiculously fucking pissed.

I am going to candidly ask my boss tomorrow is this trip essential to my career, because it nearly ruined one relationship, hurt me, and quite frankly I hate the fucking South now (the sales folk and VP not the area) and my relationship with them is done at this moment. Oh more money for a program? Go fuck yourself.

Not to mention I can't drink now at the event because I am soooooooo pissed I am afraid I may say something to get me fired.

I am just in a bitchy, bitchy fucking mood. And this trip has been the trip to hell.