ahhh yes....the first day of a new second job...nothing like making do pizzapies...it gonns be nice if she gives me hours she says she can give me...work there till close then walk up the street a bit then work till 4 am making subs..yep i think i have a handle on the whole delivery food service situation in clemson....i really dont care as long as...
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ahhh yes....the first day of a new second job...nothing like making do pizzapies...it gonns be nice if she gives me hours she says she can give me...work there till close then walk up the street a bit then work till 4 am making subs..yep i think i have a handle on the whole delivery food service situation in clemson....i really dont care as long as...
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feeling a tad bit on the better side right now...just too bad that i have to go to sleep and miss out on enjoying my good mood for a change...welp i start the new job in the afternoon tomorrow...heheh i think i have covered all the lesser jobs of food service now...from 2 star restaurant chef to sammich maker and pizza boy....ahhh how the mighty...
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bloodstorm:
Good to hear you are feeling better....Hope your job goes well! I am sure you'll have a great day...well, would be better, I am sure, with Faith...that chick kicks ass. lol 
crymsen:
I guess I could be an anal retentaive librarian?
well...looks like i am going to have to cancel my appoinment for the second seesion with the shrink...fucking money...i hate this fucking town...i hate this fucking apartment...i hate looking at the people who i thought would make it out of here that are still here...just kills me that if they cant make it out what fucking hope do i have...i know this is just me...
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...sir...
...yes private?...
...we have total devistation...
...i was afraid of that...
i have this poem i had been working on all night at work...
it dealt with this day and what i wanted it to mean
i dont know if i feel the energy to write it down now
my mind can play some mean hurtful tricks on me
i was siting down outside...
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...yes private?...
...we have total devistation...
...i was afraid of that...
i have this poem i had been working on all night at work...
it dealt with this day and what i wanted it to mean
i dont know if i feel the energy to write it down now
my mind can play some mean hurtful tricks on me
i was siting down outside...
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I smoke ENITRELY way to much...before the great sundering of ought six i figured i was a normal smoker...maybe a pack a day...then i cut down to about a pack every 2 days....how in the tiny flying rat ass did i get up to 2 packs a day!!! and trying to cut down is like a steering wheel on my testicles...especially since i need to...
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allycat_13:
I hear that masterbation is a great stress reliever, but you're a guy, I think you already knew that. HA
Anywho, fuck those who say smoking is bad. I LOVE to smoke and had some lady look at me funny today and you know what I did I gave her a dirty look and tossed my hand holding the ciggie up in the air at her and smiled really big! Yep, its my right and I'm a Texan at that! Big and proud to have my rights! And then I kinda flipped her off with my hand holding my keys cause I couldn't really flip her off. I would have if I had my hands free. Damn't! heh Plus smoking the pot is fun too and can relieve ALOT of tension. he he
Good luck with the emotions and not breaking down and yes Action Figures are indeed not dolls and Han Solo did indeed shoot first. WHOO for Star Wars. I am such a Star Wars nerd. My ex turned me into one. He got fat and gave me his Yoda shirt that says, "There is No Try, Only Do." Yoda is the MAN!!!!!
And Dude Comics fucken ROCK the freakin Casba! You are gonna be so much fun I can tell right now and this is getting long so yeah gonna stop now. lol
Oh my friend Amanda, the one I went to the wedding with, said something about the school you are going to probably won't tranfer to most schools. IE: credits. So you might want to ask around schools before attending the Dallas Art Institute if that is true. She almost went there and her stepfather talked her out of it. She said after you get a degree or something it won't transfer to most schools. I can look into more for you if you like. Depeneds on what you are wanting to do in the long run she said and what you want to major in, school transfers, etc.
Anywho, fuck those who say smoking is bad. I LOVE to smoke and had some lady look at me funny today and you know what I did I gave her a dirty look and tossed my hand holding the ciggie up in the air at her and smiled really big! Yep, its my right and I'm a Texan at that! Big and proud to have my rights!
And then I kinda flipped her off with my hand holding my keys cause I couldn't really flip her off. I would have if I had my hands free. Damn't! heh Plus smoking the pot is fun too and can relieve ALOT of tension. he he
Good luck with the emotions and not breaking down and yes Action Figures are indeed not dolls and Han Solo did indeed shoot first. WHOO for Star Wars. I am such a Star Wars nerd. My ex turned me into one. He got fat and gave me his Yoda shirt that says, "There is No Try, Only Do." Yoda is the MAN!!!!!
And Dude Comics fucken ROCK the freakin Casba! You are gonna be so much fun I can tell right now and this is getting long so yeah gonna stop now. lol
Oh my friend Amanda, the one I went to the wedding with, said something about the school you are going to probably won't tranfer to most schools. IE: credits. So you might want to ask around schools before attending the Dallas Art Institute if that is true. She almost went there and her stepfather talked her out of it. She said after you get a degree or something it won't transfer to most schools. I can look into more for you if you like. Depeneds on what you are wanting to do in the long run she said and what you want to major in, school transfers, etc.
T-minus 2 days till total meltdown...man i hope i can whether the anniversary storm...I had so many good things planned...i was going to make up for all on that day...our first one wasnt that great...it was a total failure to be honest...we went to charleston to see my dad and to tell him that we were married...but i just coudlnt do it...i just couldnt tell...
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well i just got back from the psycologist today....he really didnt tell me anything i didnt already know but it was nice to know that i was moving in the right direction....he pretty much told me what i already knew...that me and mel just dont need to be together right now...which i already knew but i needed someone to tell me...he said a lot of...
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bloodstorm:
You obviously care very much for Mel...that's sweet. I have thought about seeing a psych somethimes...just to have someone to talk to....someone outside of my life....just to get things out. I think it is very healthy to do that...we all could use someone to talk to every once in a while, someone not involved in our lives directly.
Hope everything continues in the right direction for you....
Hope everything continues in the right direction for you....
xcdat:
Thanks, for the congrats...
It's a good feeling knowing you're moving in the right direction, even when the road gets tough.
It's a good feeling knowing you're moving in the right direction, even when the road gets tough.
so i start the head shrinker today....hmmm this should be interesting...im not one for just showing all my cards...but i think thats part of my problem...i dont show all my cards to the right people...i have really no idea what to expect.
well i got most of the essay done...just dont know how to friggin end it...i have 56 words left and its driving me...
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well i got most of the essay done...just dont know how to friggin end it...i have 56 words left and its driving me...
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allycat_13:
Amandas family held the wedding, her family and herself included are from the Dominican Republic.
So everyone made me feel really welcome also and she introduced me to all her friends and family. I had a wonderful time and the pork was so yummy. Joe her husband was happy they cooked the pork. He calls it the Christmas pork since they cook it at christmas. lol
I was glad that her stepdad and Ilankas mom had some good booze on the table too or else I wouldn't have had as much fun either. Or those big tittied Latin women to talk to not being there to keep me company. One girl had these awesome tats and her tongue pierced 3 times. She was cracking me up! Her tits were awesome!
Good luck on your essay. If you need help I'm good with essays and poetry. I did top scoring with that stuff in college test outs and high school.
So everyone made me feel really welcome also and she introduced me to all her friends and family. I had a wonderful time and the pork was so yummy. Joe her husband was happy they cooked the pork. He calls it the Christmas pork since they cook it at christmas. lol
I was glad that her stepdad and Ilankas mom had some good booze on the table too or else I wouldn't have had as much fun either. Or those big tittied Latin women to talk to not being there to keep me company. One girl had these awesome tats and her tongue pierced 3 times. She was cracking me up! Her tits were awesome!
Good luck on your essay. If you need help I'm good with essays and poetry. I did top scoring with that stuff in college test outs and high school.
Ok 300 word essay on why i want to go the art insitute school of dallas.....*bang head on desk repetadly*
ok i want to go to the art insitute because im tired of going from kitchen job to kitchen job and i want a career where i can actually feel like im contributing to something...god i hate trying to explain myself and why i want...
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ok i want to go to the art insitute because im tired of going from kitchen job to kitchen job and i want a career where i can actually feel like im contributing to something...god i hate trying to explain myself and why i want...
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Well i thank you all for not sending me eyeball bills on the last post, it was a doozy but it helped me out a ton...i have an appointment wednesday at 3 pm for the head shrinker...i feel really good about it...plus her finally calling me today, and we talked a bit about what i was feeling and about what i wrote...i think can get...
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crymsen:
Gratz on the job. I've thought about going to a shrink for my anxiety in crowds, but I figure the person will just give me some medication and I would rather not have a chemical smile.
I feel like I am on a teetering verge...this might be a tolerable day and or I might just fall back into the depression I have been in for the last few months...I just wish I had the money to send off for my school so I can start the whole grant process...if I get that then I will have at least a bright little...
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mercie:
i'm glad you're back in effect on SG.
your comment about trying to press me a xanax through the monitor made me lauugh. and also wish that it could be done.
your comment about trying to press me a xanax through the monitor made me lauugh. and also wish that it could be done.
affy:
no its not dial up, its dsl.
So, I was looking at your pics, nice cartoon! I thought that was funny. You are quite talented!
And, to answer your question....I really think it was the hair dye that made my ear swell. Must have got inside the piercing and fucked shit up in there. I kind of see it like that one Slim Jim commercial, scene takes place inside someone's stomach...and there are these wimpy veggies in there. Slim Jim guy gets down there and starts makin' a ruckus...lol I think that is what happened...just in my ear. Not my stomach. lol
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