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It is Suicidal_george's Birthday today!

He is such a geezer!!!
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1stxer:
Are you hinting that we should go to his journal and wish him a Happy Birthday?
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suicidal_george:
You know you suck, right? wink
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Ok, I feel better about that bonsai kitten stuff. Thank god. That really had me all mixed up.

Lately I have been so lonely & sad. Well, maybe more along the lines of deeply depressed... perhaps alittle wish in there for death. But, I love my son more then I want to die, so I will never do anything about that wish.

Just sometimes I...
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suicidal_george:
A fart, a penis and a bucket of poo walk into a bar...

Ok, now i'm going. Don't worry about a trip out, if you can't find on i can. Besides, I got stories...
1stxer:
I do remember those days when going out was the thing to do; all day and all night if I could. I think living in the fast lane caught up with me though, in some aspects for sure. Maybe too, I am being more conservative in what I choose as entertainment. I don't know .... also I have gone to church twice in the past month not to be entertained though. Spiritual enrichment is a need for me and that's the only place I know where to find it ... if it has ever been lost. Perhaps the requirement is to seek spirituality out ... I don't know. surreal
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Ok, I just re-read that & that makes no damn sense at all. I am so freakin' out of it these days. What I meant was...

I feel sorta like I am an ant & life is one big BOY WITH A magnifying glass.
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aksiokersa:
Oh man, that ant analogy is great.
I also hide in my house to avoid people who want to "help" me a little too much with my health! biggrin I've realized that hiding in the house, even though it gets knocked a lot as "anti-social" etc, is really a great way to deal with all the trouble that comes with being sick.
It's so cool for me to be able to talk to someone that understands what I'm going through. Have a great weekend! Party if you can!
frankeng:
it is very funny b\c i brok it playing fresbee
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I feel sorta like I am an ant & life is one big magnifying glass.
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metaverse:
The mysterious answer will be waiting for you smile
ll:
You're an Ant, but you're a star. The spotlight is on you.
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Someone said that just today there are exactly 666 SGs... weird.

I am having a tired day. Tired leads to emotional which than leads to irrational. So, I guess really I am having an irrational day.

I have more to say, but it may seem irrational to all you rested folks, so I will update on the rest when I get some much needed sleep. kiss
metaverse:
I slept for like 10 hours last night...then another 3 hours this afternoon to get ready for work hehe...too much sleep. *tag* you're it!
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Lately I have been feeling: wonderful, sad, beautiful, scared, depressed, excited, hopeful, ugly, angry, melancholy, shy, lonely, appreciated, guilty, content....

I feel like smiling & crying & laughing & screaming. Minute to minute. Day to day. It is always changing & all this makes me feel so very...

well...

alive.
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velvetknuckles:
...as you.
velvetknuckles:
....I am yours. i need u 2 know that.
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I just saw Saw today. Have you seen Saw? I hadn't seen Saw until I saw Saw today!

(ok, that is even annoying me now)

My son has been begging & begging me to rent it since forever. I thought it would gross me out & mess with my mind too much (you know what I am talkin' about, yeah, that whole foot thang). But,...
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ll:
Enjoy your day! smile TTYL
1stxer:
kiss
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Wow! Salt really does put out grease fires!

I really need to get me one of those little fire extinguishers, pronto!
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metaverse:
You pyro..stop playing with matches!! tongue Been away from computer for 2 days..I missed it =/

Hope you are doing well. Off to work I go!
metaverse:
You pyro..stop playing with matches!! tongue Been away from computer for 2 days..I missed it =/

Hope you are doing well. Off to work I go!
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I need to get off this damn computer! Grrrr.

I've been invited to .myspace.com. Anyone of you all use that? What's up with it? I wanna be all cool & use html's to pretty-up my page, but I ain't cool like that. It should be fun to figure out though. Plus, now that I am single maybe being linked up to such sites...
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frankeng:
my girl is on myspace here name on there Deetroit1985 she love it
1stxer:
Can you
Draw a pig?
I drew this one

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After all that sadness yesterday, I went up into the great woods to my friend's grandma's house & we spent from 1pm to 1am making tamales from scratch. It was fun sitting around, gossiping & rolling tamales. I think we made about 100 or so. They turned out so yummy & I zipped a bunch up with their vaccum-foodstorage-thingymajigger.

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aksiokersa:
Yeah.

I think boys have a hard time "getting it" when it comes to illness because they are brought up not to have any sympathy or empathy for their own selves. Also, they are brought up (usually, I mean) only valuing themselves as problems solvers, so when they face an illness they can't cure, they freak a little.

just MHO.

I hope you are feeling better about the breakup sitch. Fuck, breakups suck so bad. At least you have lots of teh cute SG ass to cheer you up!
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Yesterday I hung out with Suicidal_george. He played me some songs on his guitar. I love it when someone plays guitar & I am the only one in the room. It is nice. He played me a song he wrote too & it was surprisingly clever! I like when people surprise me that way.

We talked about conspiracies & love & music.... yes, all...
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elflaco:
Crying during sad commercials? Oh dear. You should have that looked into!

There's a show called Desperate Housewives? That sounds awesome. Do they get in fights and pull eachother's hair? That's so hot.
jeremyscareme:
Thanks. Conspiracies are worth discussing now that the pope is a Nazi!