kozmikgirl

High school? holy shit!
Mine is still 2!

So write a letter and not give it to 'em, right?

Maybe I should try that...

I was feeling a bit too .. but have slept it off. And have I been sleeping a lot.
I do not know whats going on any ideas?

Are you still? Mine has been flirting with moving in with me- I keep trying not to let it - but it is so seductive.

*chucking*
You put an asterick and get more comments than I have on any of my entries.
I need to get your magic!

Ryan said she was going to clean house in SGPDX. Did you reply that you wanted to stay a member? If you didn't then that is why.

The self loathing begin? I hope you will find it theraputic.

LOL classic

You know what? If I got 25 rejections out of 25 speed dates, I would wear that as a badge of honor. That would be @#$@#ing hilarious.

... or at least, in MY opinion. YMMV.

Thank you for your kind words over the past few days. I really appreciate it. All the kind things that people have said have helped.

I have no idea about how to deal with problem neighbours, apart from move, which probably isn't any help at all.

Who made that awesome .gif of you?

That suxorz. It's unfortunate that the people most likely to damage things and owe money are the ones that can't afford it...

I am no longer hacked off about my day....I am counting my blessings in fact.
I hate living in apt's!
What kind of hatchback is it?
I wouldn't let either one of them touch it, if it aint fixed right then you have no recourse.
Get an estimate and then make the kids dad pay the shop to fix it.

Sorry you had a shitty day and I can completely understand your problem with yer ma.

I can relate to what you say about being ok with it. But sometimes it keeps me from enjoying the moment. That's the part I really hate. Like i'll catch myself in a situation where I should be enjoying myself and happy at that point in time, but i'll think about something that makes me feel shitty. Doesn't happen a lot, but it really sucks when it does. I used to be happy ALL the time pretty much. I have a few different theories as to what changed over the years, but who knows for sure?

Anyway... Have you seen Lost Highway? It's pretty weird and leaves a lot for you to interpret. I think you'd like it, from what you have said.

what triggers your depressions...is there something that sets it off, or does it just happen sometimes

I was thinking the other day that depakote is the reason why our stomaches are fucked up. So an other minus for pills. I tend to deal with my moods by pushing them harder. It's kind of like deliberately tripping yourself whenever you start to lose your balance, but i have a theory that you can turn a negative into a positive if you push it hard enough.

ps - sign up for the halloween party already. oh, and come to PDX and eat some sushi with me.

yup, every morning when the alarm goes off i have that terrifying moment of complete disorientation and disconnection with the world.

I haven't had more than three hours sleep in at least three day. Ive lost count. I'm tempted to type that again because I can barely remember what I said.

Cute, so did you explain to him how cheese is made?

I Garbage and cheese!

Ouch.. doesn't sound like fun...

I hate slow talkers. Especially weird, awkward slow talkers.

You be nice and tell him you enjoy his conversation, but that you'd like to savor it only once in awhile.

Or you tell him to eat shit and die.