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Today was ok.

Not good.

Not bad.

Just ok.

I really, really, really enjoy days like this. smile
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frankeng:
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h2o:
It probably wasn't intended, but you crack me up smile Hey have you heard of beta-blockers, a friend of mine has been recommending these to me for performances - I get all nervous before I play, apparently there's a drug for everything now... and more and more I'm starting to like this idea confused
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Today. Just so awful... the kind of awful that you just can't bring yourself to talk about outloud to anyone... for a long time...

I want to lay in my bed & rest, but then what would distract me from the images of this day?

Why when I have a good day I don't feel so much like sharing, but if my day was bad...
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mr_rick:
{{{{{{{{{{ms_kitty}}}}}}}}}}

big hug for you. hope you get to feeling more like yourself soon sweety!!! i worry about you...


rick ARRR!!!
baysponge:
frown - I am sorry you are having such a crappy day - frown

hopefully tomorrow will be a start of a better week ...

it sounds to me like you want to beat yourself up for complaining and not shouting out about the joy in your life - that is ok since it sounds like you are having a lot of crappy days ...

just know that those of us you are getting to know and care about you will be here whatever you care to share ... the joy will be great when it sneaks out but that does not mean that I for one is not willing to listen when you feel the need to vent your pain & frustrations ..

here a hug m'lady - I hope it helps

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Ok, so I was sick for those 6 weeks. As you well know, for those 6 weeks I could barely keep up with anything but sleeping & pain maintainance. Well, I finally came to the conclusion that perhaps it was my meds that were the culprit of my deteriorating health because they had switched me to generic 8 weeks earlier (fucking insurance).

I went to...
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heff:
You were right.....

The lie was to keep me from running away from her, and from this point on, she has been completely honest...

--Heff--
minxtamer:
I am glad to hear that you got it straightened out. I was worried about you.

After all that the cold certainly is wimpy!

Short notes today but I wanted to say hi and check and see how you were.
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Oh no!!! Where is my little MissMyla?!!! frown
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Oh no!!! Where is my little MissMyla?!!! frown
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Ok, here is the rest! (see yesterday's journal for the first 11)

12. I still check to see if my son is breathing every night before I go to bed (he is 14 yrs old).

12. I am really paranoid about the number 13.

14. I am allergic to aspirin, percocet, nitrous oxide & aspartame... oh, & of course mold & pollen (isn't everyone though?)....
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missmyla:
Post-Thanksgiving Potluck Dinner! Let me know if you can/want to come biggrin
adelina:
No way, those aren't my kitties! i'm not really into cats, because of a bad cat experience. my family used to have a cat when i was younger, but it was a cat from HELL. she always ate the fish (my fam and i like to eat fish a lot) from the table. at first it was really adorable, you know, how the cat sorta just helps herself to the family food, but then after a while it wasn't amusing anymore. and she flew through the air and jumps onto the kitchen counters and onto the dining room table and on top of the fridge..anywhere and everywhere we could hide our fish, but no luck, the cat would find it. she just wouldn't settle for "cat food." aside from that she climbed everywhere, up the christmas tree and all of my mom's favorite glass balls came crashing down and were broken. she knocked down some of my mom's candles constantly, scratched antique furniture (using them for scratching posts) even though SHE HAD HER VERY OWN scratching post playground especially for her ( i guess she just liked damaging furniture more?), AND she tormented our old dog. i guess she was just really energetic... i dunno, she was untrainable, she went in and out of the house as she pleased, but she preferred to make a ruckus in the house. well, why did i share this all with you, i dunno. whenever i think about the old cat, i get all riled up.

#16 is rad. i wonder if judge judy knows that she is funny.
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I was tagged, afew times actually... now you can enjoy all the boring things about me... but, you only get 10... for now... biggrin

1. Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd is my #1 favorite song of all time.

2. My son was born at 1:19pm on 1/19/1991. (hmmm... I should play the lottery on those numbers, eh?)

3. The famous people I have met...
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missmyla:
it's so funny that you posted that because when I was typing all that, that's exactly what I thought of! biggrin
aksiokersa:
Those are so funny. What surprises me is how many guys think they are soooo irresistible that of course I'd overlook something like a little marriage and jump their bones on the spot. Ha!
My friend, who's only dated women up til now, just called to tell me "He woke me up for sex!!! And when I said no, he got mad!! WTF??!!!" whatever I was like "Honey, strap yourself in, cause this isn't going to be the smoothest of rides."
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DREAMS

I was reading someone's journal & it made me think of my dreaming history. I have very very interesting & detailed dreams every night. I remember at least one, but up to 5 or more dreams a night & they always seem to teach me something about myself.

The first dream I remember was when I was 3 or 4 years old, so I...
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aeryn:
hahahah that was the best comment!!!! EVAR!
mr_rick:
TRICKY TREATS!!!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! skull


RICK ARRR!!!
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1) Go to Google

2) Type in Failure

3) Instead of hitting Search, hit I'm Feeling Lucky

(check it out before Google fixes it or something)
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alpo:
Awesome! I mean, not awesome about the wheezing, that's no good. frown But awesome that you provided further support for my theory. smile
alpo:
Oh fuck, I know. Elimidate is like a car accident. It's so horrible but I can't tear myself away.

I can't speak for the rest of my gender... but I almost always like the girl best who gets kicked off first. Because she usually seems really nice and thoughtful and interesting and doesn't act like a crazy bitch to get the guy's attention.
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I feel very... blah. That is really the only way to describe it. I don't feel anything but blah... & alittle bleh too.

Thanks for the birthday wishes. This birthday was just ok... just seemed like another day. Well, except for the excellent chocolates my son got for me, which are almost gone now.

But still, bleh, blah.

And every time I eat, an hour...
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frankeng:
it's soomething my drunk friend said last night
rouke:
How's your diet going. Your stomach feeling any better? Mine has been on edge for the last couple of days. Hope things are getting better.
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again, nevermind.




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commonman:
That strange language is described here. Read that and you will know more than you need to about 1337.
1stxer:
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