Hope you all have been doing well. So recently I was put on a low dose antidepressant and it’s actually been working pretty well for me. A few months back I finally reached out to my best friend and things are great with us again. We had a bit of a falling out but I feel we are stronger than ever now. What happened between us helped me realize that I needed help. I lost one of the most important people in my life over nothing. And that bothered me for the entire time we weren’t speaking. It tormented me, but now I have taken the right steps to change that in me. Today I will be talking to a psychiatrist and will be going as long as they feel I should see them. I need to fix myself if not for me for the people I love. I know they want to see the best version of me and they deserve that. I hate that it took what happened to make me see this, but it worked. Now it falls on me to make sure it never happens again.
