This whole week I have been sick as fuck. My piece of shit coworker who I hate with every fiber of my soul. Decide it would be a good idea to show up to work sick. And thenpig face got half of the building sick..I truly dislike this lady.

So today I go and get some results back. A little nervous about it. But...
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Jury duty tomorrow.

Heart exam Wednesday.

And preparing for staff meeting on Friday.

I did meet a girl though. She is....magical. I really don’t know how to be happy so I suspect i’ll Self destruct. She does give me a funny feeling in my stomach though. It’s nice to feel that again.

How are you lovely people?

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gadget:
@korbendallas That's the part that scares me the most. "The never the same" part. I just want ME back. God damn it.
korbendallas:
@gadget stay strong homie. The never the same is not as grim as it sounds. My father has functioned and worked for years dealing with everything that is wrong with him. You know you better than anyone, now you have to figure yourself out a little more. You will, you will always be though.

So

The coworker I can’t stand for some odd reason has started to sing all the time now. It sounds like a soft mumbling......and it has a nails to a chalkboard affect on me. I feel just like JD in this scrubs scene.

Also, i’m always wearing headphones but I tell everyone that I can hear just fine if they call my name...
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I go in for my heart exam. Stress level 100%

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Today marks 30 days that i have been meat (some fish) and sugar free. It’s been brutal hahaha. But, I did it. If all goes well with my heart exam I get to move into stage 2. Fingers crossed.

Hope you all are doing well. ❤️❤️❤️

Daylight savings...why?

I am pretty nervous about this next check up. It’s on Monday and should give us a better clue as to what is happening. Fingers crossed for nothing or nothing that bad. It’s pretty rough not being able to talk to anyone about. But I know for a fact my family knowing would only make things worse and my mother
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Seems to be hard wired to fight any instinct or desire to change. It’s like a dragon protecting it’s riches except it only really keeps me from moving on. I can see it. I can admit it, yet I feel powerless to change it. Demons. They make me always want to be the victim. I’m really just a victim of my own...
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catgrey:
Beautiful pictures
korbendallas:
@catgrey Thanks (:

I take pictures of the sky

I am obsessed with clouds, sun, and lightning. Though I don’t have many lightning shots. I could honestly spend the rest of my life taking pictures of the sky. How do you all relax?


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carrot_topp:
Lovely. I love living in the country because i can lay and watch the stars at night.
korbendallas:
@carrot_topp there is so much light pollution where I am at. I have to drive out to the beach to the furthest access point to get to look at the stars. Sadly I don’t have a good camera to get shots of the night sky. I used my iPhone to get all these pictures.

So my heart isn’t doing as well as it should be. Doctor will be running a couple of tests so we can get a clearer picture. For starters though it was highly recommended that I change my diet drastically. Vegetarian was decided to be my best option. So I am asking you all for help getting started on this journey. Easiest meals, best snacks...
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korbendallas:
@neyona it seems simple enough I just have to be cautious with fats, dairy, and sugars. The few things I have found (pre-made) don’t seem as healthy as I would like. Though, I am looking in places like Walmart and HEB (a local grocery chain). Currently I am sticking with straight up salads and fruits. What would be the easiest, healthiest plate you would recommend?
neyona:
@korbendallas If you have a Whole Food or Trader Joe’s (even an equivalent) pretty much anything is healthier than a local grocery store chain. I always have a hard time shopping at the grocery store because everything seems like crap but the easiest (maybe not healthiest) veggie plate that I make when I’m lazy is pasta with veggies and switch up the sauces. I’m also a big fan of a bomb stir fry and it can’t really get any easier than that. I enjoy fresh cooking the most but with my work schedule and other responsibilities, I don’t get to do much fresh cooking. I’m all about convienience.