I get the procedure done on my heart. Not gonna lie, i’m a bit of a wreck. It’s a common but invasive. I just have a bad feeling though. I’ve come up with an excuse as to why i’ll Be gone for a couple of days. I have told only one person in my family so they can help cover for me. Lol it is so stupid that I have to hide this from them but they would just make thing worse.
I feel alone. It’s a shitty feeling. It’s my destiny though. Thanks to the few people that have chatted with me on here. I feel like a kid during Christmas every time I see I got a message lol. Oh well, wish me luck. And I hope anyone who reads this finds happiness, love and strength when and if you should ever need it.
Sorry for being so morbid lol I promise I can be happy at times. 😂
