I feel like I've reached an age where I can no longer dream. I don't mean have dreams, goals and ambitions but I mean be a dreamer like I used to. And maybe it's not because I don't have the ability to but rather I feel like I'm expected not to do so now that I am older, I'm out of college, I'm a working... Read More
I was just watching Full House, and it made me think of you. Next year, I will so be at prom (with the hubby) and we'll have to re-enact the Alcatraz trip.
I'm not sure what's going on but I can't really "be there" for anyone right now. If that's what you need from me, I just can't give at the moment and if I'm pulling away it's because I don't want to be an asshole.
I know I've always been one for honesty so truthfully: I don't know "why." It's... Read More
I'm not sure if I'm into this whole foam soap thing.
I mean the way I know soap is working is when I lather it up. The way I see it, the lather is the byproduct of germ killing, if they're just giving me the foam, that's not even the germ killing component of the soap! It's like a soap placebo!
That profile picture is really pretty. The couplea times I've come back to check your journal, I noticed that, with the pretty. The one with the finger in the nose is pretty goddamn hot too.
Hey! No fair. I also call you stupid, with a stupid-face. And ethnic. And since the first is negative and the second is... neutral? I try to keep a decent balance.
if this was not you i am going to sound like a lunatic, and i apologize, but i lost the link to that really cute baby who's dad took awesome themed pics of her and posted them on photobucket. does this ring any bells?
Hm, so far my plan to travel more this year has not been working out so well. Since the beginning of the year I've only been to S.F. which is... where I go all the time.
I have a trip to NYC coming up at the end of the month and another trip to Santa Cruz in May.
This is what I want: I want to live in one of the units at The Gas Company Lofts and own a Boston Terrier. Then that fantasy will finally be satiated. but if I want to live downtown in a "loft" I'll need to find a "roommate" because I can't afford it on what I make right now.
my head hurts and I feel like this is all too hard and I can't do it anymore.
and yet I still just... do it, not in the Nike way. I continue to just go through it like I know what I'm doing. I seem to just follow all the right steps and things are "working," somewhere between bearable, depressing, and optimistic. yes, it's a... Read More
No idea, what's going on, but if my life can start showing signs of hope then all is not lost for you. Just pick a path and don't let go of that vision. At least not until things get cleared up a bit.
Hope all is well!