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decided to bail when this month's billing cycle is up. don't know what i expected coming back after all these years but i DEFINITELY didn't get it! bye from me and whineluvr, we'll MISS you....

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no one reads this. to prove my point, ask me ANYTHING (post a pic of, who the fuck are you, show me your tats, etc...) and i'll do it! what happened to SG?tongue
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went to the Landmark Forum recap/recruit session on Valentine's Day (with our son). as I suspected, it was a total RECRUIT session. 3 hours of "why YOU should become a drone".

sorry! this is still TOO raw to deal with right now... peace/love/drugs/money/sex...............
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so, the wife is going off the DEEP end. third job loss in 5 years has made her nutz! out of work a month sent out ONE resume! now dropping $600 on Landmark (cult). #striketwo time to go off reservation and take care of ME! no shit, one word about my "shit" after this "workshop" and i'm outta here.....mad
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Starting a 12-week "Boot Camp" today in preparation for a MovNat workshop in April. Since I will most likely be one of the oldest guys there, I plan on being one of the fittest! So, no booze, really CLEAN diet, lots of meditation and no missed workouts. Maybe when it's over I'll reward myself with a new tattoo.
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so, November is done and if you believe in all that, we're about a month away from the end of the world. frankly, I don't but, I am making the commitment to live the next twelve months as though they are my last!

DEFINITELY journaling here more. HOPE to establish some friendships as I did in past incarnations on this site! either way...
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Nothing makes sense anymore. surreal
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So the whole cleanse thing got started a little later than expected but, as of tomorrow, it will be the longest I've gone without alcohol or caffeine since High School (except for one time when I was REALLY sick). I have to say, it has been interesting. I am also exercising daily and meditating again. I always stay pretty fit but my practice is...
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AND, while it's always been my friend, it's also been my tormentor:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UlPrW41rH8 shocked
sakuraredd:
thank you so much hun!!!kisskisskiss