Can't sit still!!!!!

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So you basically have to tie me down to keep me still! Sometimes I'm into that ;), but currently I'm supposed to rest.

So I did what anyone would do when told to stay home and rest........went shopping.

Came back with wayyyyyy too many panties than anyone needs, but sexy underwear always makes me feel better about myself.

Can anyone suggest how I slowly get...
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rubblerocks:
Bodyweight exercises might be a good start. Body weight squats ,lunges and push ups can give you one hell of a workout. And you can do them anywhere.
damian_stark:
If you don't like yourself, you can do burpees. *shudder* If you feel like ending it all, do them with weights.

"Windy 'Nuff at blow da arse off yah!"

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Breaking news in Sin Jawns today was a shipping container full of goods, blown off the docks. If this is the kinda news to break headlines, you know you live in a boring city. Last week, the headline topic was "Cat stuck on top of light pole".

So, after being convinced by some pretty cool dudes ;) (@midnightrider454 & @elkcrazy32) I decided to go to
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kirbie:
@elkcrazy32, I'd nudge you in the ribs for the "I told you so ", but it hurts toouch to move :(.  Okay, feel like I'm being a complaining bitch though :(
elkcrazy32:
@kirbie just think of that cat! Just don't laugh it'll hurt!! LOL

Blah.

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So, the bruising has gotten worse. I know I need to go to the hospital, but the wait time is too long. I'm sorta glad because today was my only hospital free day. I have radiation and a specialist appointment tomorrow. Fuckkkkk me.

Today I started inventory on one of my warehouses. This face sums up my feelings for it.

The bruising is pretty bad,
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rubblerocks:
Hope the bruising gets better. Does that come from the radiation. I just have the chemo for now. What kind of cancer do you have (if that's too personal then I retract the question.)
kirbie:
@rubblerocks, the excessive bruising is a combo of clumsiness, low iron & I'm hemophiliac! Great combo!!!! It's cervical cancer. Its not private or anything. Themore girls   I scare the better. They need to get tested!!!! 

Thank fuck Canadian medical care is FREE!

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Soooooooo, I'm a very clumsy person. If I don't injure myself on the daily, something's terribly wrong. I've broken both wrists a half dozen times each. Dislocated my elbow a few times. Broke every finger at various times. Got more scars from stitches, than Kellogg's got cornflakes.

Tonight I went to male a package, & ended up putting my car/house keys in the slot too!...
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elkcrazy32:
Oh ouch!! That looks like it hurts!! 
shadowc:
A very sexy display.

Can't stop, won't stop.

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So the weekend is finally over and the entire time I wanted to tell it to lick me! Everything that could and would go wrong, did.

Just putting furniture together made me look like I was beaten.

Tomorrow is the start if a new week.

For the past year-ish, I was on medical leave from the gym. Fuck did I miss it. I've been given
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almost_missed:
Hey babe we are not perfect people, we don't live in a Barbie world that aqua sings about. This site exists so people like us can feel accepted within like minded people, to be proud of ourselves rather than to conform to wat society wants us to be. I see you a beautiful person inside and out and I'm sure tons of other people do too ^^
elkcrazy32:
Those are just battle wounds! And by the looks of it you've WON!! 😄 

I feel accomplished....finally.

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So I've been a homeowner a month today. The house was all freshly painted and updated for sale purposes, but man oh man,the colours fucking sucked.

I needed to renovate the bedroom, (paint,mouldings, flooring and a new window) but with me being in hospital, being sick, & the shitty weather we've been having that wasn't easy. For the past month, I've been sleeping on either...
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almost_missed:
I can be your teddy bear :D love the huge change very impressive. Can't deny that the best part of have a home is the decorating ^^
kirbie:
@midnightrider454, you know there's always a spot for you ;)

Where are you summer?

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You'd think if be okay with living in this:

I miss summer!!!

Looks a million times better here then!!!!

I can't wait to just go downtown an sit on the rooftops & look down at the people below!

Most I all I can't wait to drive my car! Hopefully she'll stay tire side down this year :s

She's finally better. :)

Seriously!!!! You cannot say
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almost_missed:
That would been scary as hell thank god that nothing happened to you :D
subietom:
JDM fogs do zem!!! honestly they make the whole front end of blobeyes look awesome!!! 

Friday

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So my only female friend had a baby tonight. Danielle has been my bestfriend since I was allowed to go past the light pole boundary on my street to her house. We're talking over 20 years. She's been with me in spirit for this cancer journey, due to she moved to another province.

The picture she sent me , of her just after giving birth...
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rubblerocks:
I have some hereditary genetic stuff with me and now its turned into a sarcoma so I don't think I would want a child with the possibility of passing it down. Too bad I love kids and making them laugh.
kirbie:
@rubblerocks, it's definitely a tough decision to either make, or have made for you. I've been dealing with it okay tho. One thing at a time really. 

And so it continues...

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"I pray to be like the ocean, with soft currents, maybe waves at times. More and more, I want the consistency rather than the highs and the lows."

This is a view of the beautiful Atlantic Ocean on my street. Pretty stellar that my neighbour across the street is the ocean.

Got some shitty news which was a devastating setback in the cancer journey. Take
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kirbie:
@elkcrazy32^
elkcrazy32:
I agree you should see it! 
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