So my only female friend had a baby tonight. Danielle has been my bestfriend since I was allowed to go past the light pole boundary on my street to her house. We're talking over 20 years. She's been with me in spirit for this cancer journey, due to she moved to another province.
The picture she sent me , of her just after giving birth is beautiful. It made me realize, I'll never have that.
I've always said no to kids..... But I think I just have a case of the "I want what I can't have".
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rubblerocks:
I have some hereditary genetic stuff with me and now its turned into a sarcoma so I don't think I would want a child with the possibility of passing it down. Too bad I love kids and making them laugh.
kirbie:
@rubblerocks, it's definitely a tough decision to either make, or have made for you. I've been dealing with it okay tho. One thing at a time really.
