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kestrel

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Wednesday Dec 15, 2004

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Some choices must be made swiftly, lest the enormity of them overwhelm the chooser.

It's time for a vacation when everyone agrees that you need one. I decided I needed to lose some weight and trouble, so I tossed my own heart out the window. It'll be so much easier without it; what does it matter if I'm happy, if things are how they should be?

Somewhere in the middle of school trouble this past semester, deciding to change my major and transfer to a different school, family issues, and trying to determine whether I should stay in a relationship or go my own way, I think I've broken something I'm not quite able to fix. I haven't been sleeping or eating, and I can barely stand to be around myself.

I'm off to spend five or six days in Austin with CaseLogic, because he is the most awesome friend ever. Don't you all think he should come back to SG? I mean, look at that profile picture. He's one hot bastard. Leave me notes that he will read about how badly he should rejoin, and flood me with friend requests while I'm gone, that I might even my list and have my sadistic fill of declining the rest of you when I return.

I need a vacation from Kestrel.

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zero_the_hero:
Scratch the heart; I'm going for something bigger. After I finish a rough sketch, maybe I'll scan & post it.
P.S.: Thank you for...

... I only just met you before,
but I can't understand
you don't want me more.

You may-be think I'm
too smart or weird,
but that should only
make you want to hear that...

...You make me feel really
unsure,
but that should only make
you feel secure.
Although we've only known
eachother a bit already,
I can't sleep at night and I feel
like shit. That's right...


P.P.S.: Right now, I feel great, so maybe the last line doesn't apply. I left it in however, because it bugged me to throw off the verse's rhythm...

[Edited on Dec 21, 2004 11:33PM]

Dec 21, 2004
scylla:
Yeah, when I start using bracketed phrases within parenthetical phrases, you know it's WHEELS OFF IN SCYLLA LAND!

*insert gif of flashing alarm bell here. but i wouldn't actually submit you to that kind of annoyance, so you can employ your imagination.*
Dec 21, 2004

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