I don't frequent the website as often as I should these days, but I've been really busy with summer classes. Death is my obsession, mortuary is my future... Therefore, I have to get as much as I can done before I get to next May, or I'm fucked.
In any case, I could be homeless by this time next month... Or rather, my weekend home will be gone. Pops lost his job (I've been living at home since my parents won't speak to me if I move out before I graduate college!) and so now I have to worry about them. Life's been really stressful lately. My ex-fiance doesn't speak to me anymore, and he was still a close friend of mine after we broke things off. It bothers me that we don't speak anymore, as I wanted to attempt to reconnect with him. However, I don't see this happening anymore. We will grow apart the more we don't talk, as that happens to everyone at some point.
The current boyfriend has strep throat, and since we don't see each other (long dorky story), it's hard on our relationship. We rely on constant communication, as it makes up for not seeing each other. He's still pondering on moving here with me, going to school here with me, and I'm trying my very best to not push him, but... I don't know if I can continue my relationship with him if he doesn't come here. I mean, I could tell him that I don't want to continue it if he doesn't come, but that would be like forcing him to make a decision, and that isn't right. If he wants to come, he'll come on his own accord, but he if doesn't... Then I don't want to make him. However, this is a chance for us to truly be together, and he's taking a million years to decide...
Like I said in the last post... I don't understand guys at all.
In any case, I could be homeless by this time next month... Or rather, my weekend home will be gone. Pops lost his job (I've been living at home since my parents won't speak to me if I move out before I graduate college!) and so now I have to worry about them. Life's been really stressful lately. My ex-fiance doesn't speak to me anymore, and he was still a close friend of mine after we broke things off. It bothers me that we don't speak anymore, as I wanted to attempt to reconnect with him. However, I don't see this happening anymore. We will grow apart the more we don't talk, as that happens to everyone at some point.
The current boyfriend has strep throat, and since we don't see each other (long dorky story), it's hard on our relationship. We rely on constant communication, as it makes up for not seeing each other. He's still pondering on moving here with me, going to school here with me, and I'm trying my very best to not push him, but... I don't know if I can continue my relationship with him if he doesn't come here. I mean, I could tell him that I don't want to continue it if he doesn't come, but that would be like forcing him to make a decision, and that isn't right. If he wants to come, he'll come on his own accord, but he if doesn't... Then I don't want to make him. However, this is a chance for us to truly be together, and he's taking a million years to decide...
Like I said in the last post... I don't understand guys at all.
porphyria:
Thanks for the positive feedback on my set, it was sweet of you my pretty =p.
schiavona:
I think this is a wise move on your part, however difficult it is to wait out his decision. This way you will know for certain, than can make your choice about staying with him or not on your own terms.