kennyg

Ok, so Faseplant always complains to me... "Why don't you update anymoooore?" No promises, but here's one update. Sometimes I have problems writing about me because I'm afraid of overstepping my bounds when sharing bad news. Friends are there to support you emotionally, but that privilege can be abused.

I was pretty depressed through September and October. A lot of it comes from having some fundamental needs in life not being met, particularly when it comes to my job (I realize this now.) My company is getting to the point where business is stifling my creativity, and I can't stand that a lot of my coworkers are pretty arrogant.

Things have been better recently but I've still been only moderately productive. I have a feeling that in my life, there's only three major things I can handle at any point. When I'm depressed, that goes down to two. So I was barely performing at my job, and then the other thing was my girlfriend. See, I'm in a serious relationship after a nine year dry spell! I was questioning everything at every turn and that in itself is exhausting.

Anyway, I'm feeling much better now. I'll save the story of my visionquest for another day.