kelsi

so i am SUPER excited for the superbowl today. i cant wait to see the colts get RAPED by the bears. unless im too trashed by then hehe

and if THIS doesnt give you reason enough to watch the superbowl, then shame on you LOL



alright, i am out. go bears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello hello!

im sitting here at work DEAD tired. ughhhh....


i finished aco. friggin awesome. im reading a new book. its called level 7. about atomic war. its really good. im enjoying it.

im happy to be working. money! woooot!

home alone with nothing to do. im so bored. ive been reading a clockwork orange on and off. that book is so good. graphic though. i wish i had someone. i miss being in a relationship. i dont know if i ever want to be with a man again. being with a woman is more exciting, fun, and tthe sex is excellent. lol.

i'm probably...
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im so happy right now.
i have a girlfriend!
shes soooooooo cute. her name is christina. shes the cutest thing ever. and fucking hot in bed hehe
i think im gay.

idk..

fantastic news.....


i lost my virginity to a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




it was so frigggggggggggggin hot.
i could live with a life without cock. hahaha. therees always strap ons, right?




sorry havent updated in a while. i am going crazy. im about to have a breakdown. i cant handle life anymore. jsut everything. my parents, myself, my job, my debt, men, figuring out all of my shit....
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so angry chriss is off american idol. what is wrong with people? GRRRRR.

got my new glasses today!
i LOVE them!
theyre so cute!

i wish i could always be stoned.


omg american idol...im in love with chris daughtry. and it was elvis night! i was so happy. and chris sang my fav elvis song. i was swooninggggg.

i havent been getting sleep.

my new favorite show is deal...or no deal?
howie is such an adorable weirdo! haah

its really hot in my room.
i was smoking and burned my thumb.
it hurts like hell.
i think its blistering.
i dont want to look haha

im so glad i have tomorrow off.
but i have to do community service.
maybe i can can get some reading done.
im...
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i feel fat.
i hate eatring.
why do i do it?
i wish there was a way to be able to be satisfied in hunger so yu wouldnt have to eat.
i hate looking in the mirror.
even with make up i cant look decent.
i get so frustrated.
im my own worst enemy.
and i dont even know how to fight it.

made a...
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i like candles.
boys confuse me.
i question myself.
smoking is bad for me.
men make me angry.
i wish i was a ninja.
i wish i was tough.
im like a doormat.