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Wow.. i have a lot of stuff to do before we leave saturday for LA.

I have class from 2-7 tonight.. get home around 8. Have to do homework.. and laundry. Then tomorrow I have class from 1-7.. my boyfriend is picking me up from school tomorrow and we are going to see Quasi.. then saturday we leave. busy busy. i dont mind it though.....
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_jailbait_:
Sounds like fun to me! Don't worry about the plane, i've been on many and i've never experienced any problems. More people die in car crashes then planes so when you think about it, you're pretty safe! Hope you have fun and get all that work down tongue

I've totally had the same experience at my work. Boys and girls. Its always more awkard though because i guess your not really supposed to start personal conversations with customers. I'm moving away though so i probably won't have a boyfriend anymore... which means i'm just going to take the oppurtunties that come to me but not look for anything in particular.
kestrel:
Hey, you know I take pictures of everything. =P
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so we decided where to stay in LA.

yes, still nervous about going to a place i've never been on such short notice. i'm a planner you see. but hopefully we will get to meet up with people out there.

tried to sing more last night.. it just wasnt working. i feel tired.

today i have my custards, creams and fillings class. no idea what...
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unstable217:
Hey you gotta call me because I have an extra-ticket
I am staying at the holiday in by LAX I am leaving saterday and coming back on tuesday
stgeorge:
I do hope you find solace in all these events.

Thinking of you.
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still excited.. and kind of nervous / scared thinking about making this trip to LA to see the elliott tribute show.

Anyone in LA.. have any advice on how to get around or where to stay? we are still trying to decide. i have no concept of what it is like out there and there are shitty internet resources.

doing better i think.. but for...
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_jailbait_:
now if only you lived in canada i could probably hook up that whole you, a girl, and a guy fanasty thing.... blush
lastbadger:
You'll be just fine in LA. They're made of weaker stuff than us midwesterners wink Are you pretty in touch with your sense of smell being a chef and all? I really need help learning to describe scents.
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i was in class tonight and my boyfriend text msged me and asked if would be able to miss school next monday and tuesday.. that it was important and i should call him asap.

he bought us tickets to the elliott smith tribute concert in hollywood. i'm floored. completely. 1st i have never been out west.. 2nd.. how holy moly spur of the moment. but...
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monica:
i wish i could go!!! please tell me how it was when you return
xoxo monica
williamj:
have a good trip! smile
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i'm starting to have issues with myself.. with my grief.

1.) i feel isolated from most people now. people who i know just don't understand.

2.) i'm not a drama person. in fact i have a hard time dealing with people who complain about having lots of drama. i'm very logic oriented. if something is broken, fix it. this is the first time i've been...
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anton:
I've thought the same places as you. Wrist is definitely too visible, which is a shame because it'd look great there. (Maybe I could just wear a watch over it?). Upper back is good but as you said, I'd want to see it.
I'll post a picture once I get it, if I do indeed decide to get it.
machasha:
May I suggest Morcheeba's-Blindfold from Big Calm.
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Wonderland was amazing.. amazing. i want to see it again.

And.. i wanted to shower after i got out of the theater. it is dirty.. grit.. gritty.. there is no other word to describe it but gritty.

Anton.. it is based on the events surrounding the Wonderland murders .. kind of a mystery.

sooo soo so so so so much drug use. sex .. violence.....
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stgeorge:
Wow, you seem to have taken this Elliot thing really bad. Wish I could help.

Sure the prospect of Hallowe'en will help you through the days.

Take care *hugs*
anton:
I'm getting the Elliott tattoo in three days if all goes to plan. Wow. My first tattoo and it's about someone I never met, and only knew through a set of speakers.
If we're talking Val Kilmer, we're talking movies I want to see. I don't know what the Wonderland murders are though.
Much love to your best friend.
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going to have sushi tonight with my boyfriend and another couple.. and see some movie about john holmes.. which i have not seen anything about.. but that is my favorite way to walk into a movie.. not knowing anything.. not having anyone's expectations in my head. should be good.

my boyfriend and some other people are trying to organize a chicago get-together / memorial for...
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alistairmather:
new journal entry is up at your motioning.

by the by, really dig the bf's design. very elegant, though i make it a point to only tattoo religious symbols onto myself.
anton:
Haven't joined Sweet Addy yet, but I have checked out the tattoo thread. Yep, the XO tattoo your boyfriend designed will be gotten. Kudos to your guy!

How was the John Holmes movie? Was it a documentary or a film 'based on a true story?'
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last night i curled up on the futon with my boyfriend... turned out the lights and turned up elliott... loud.. and good.. and beautiful. i cried more... then we talked about a lot of great memories.

i have been reading the sweet addy boards.. it helps to know other people are feeling this way too.

i came across a thread where a girl was talking...
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williamj:
i hope you get to feeling happy soon smile
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the very first day i met my boyfriend..
we came back to his house... sat on the couch.. he picked up his guitar and started playing and singing to me.. elliott songs. i've never been far from my boyfriend or far from a piece of elliott's music for almost four years.

it still hurts.

~k
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lastbadger:
I can't figure the whole emai thing out either. I mean i checked my profile and sure I had forgotten a t in the address but the computer should know you meant to send it to me, right?

I fixed the address in my profile and sent a couple of test emails but haven't gotten them yet.
lastbadger:
damn still not working
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i'm feeling a lot of emotions right now.
i've been lucky this far in live not having to deal with the loss of someone close. so how can i feel so close to a man i have never actually met? a man who wrote music i fell in love to. *huge sigh*
i'm angry and sad and feel like a piece of me has been...
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hypersimulation:
Let's just say, the one part of Royal Tennenbaums I wasn't quite sold on, the one part I felt was just a bit too emotionally manipulative, is now unfathomably gutwrenching.

And, right on Kealli, it doesn't mean people will stop falling in love to between the bars or say yes. Someone's probably doing so right now.
williamj:
i wondered how many people would catch on. i just felt like fooling around with my profile. i think of it as my online halloween costume
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Miniature Tootsie Pops are real. i'm having one right now. grape is my favorite. i think this a food that remindes me a lot of fall... so that would be my answer from yesterday's food poll.

i have 2 big finals tomorrow in my classes. then yay.. friday starts a new batch of classes.

i wrote a paper on salmon.. turned out well. hmm what...
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lastbadger:
You hate spiders? That sucks, spiders are super cool. Especially the way they move. And I love that they store up food, smart little buggers.

Doesn't sound like you get much of a break from the whole school thing. Keep up the good work though.

Yeah, favorite pasta shape, Rigatonni. I think thats it, they're kinda cylindrical with ridges, right?
kestrel:
Gemelli!
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okay back from my weekend in michigan.. had a great time. saw friends.. saw simon and garfunkel (great show) saw leaves changing color. this is my favorite time of year.. the air is crisp.. the colors are bright... i just love the smell..of the leaves... of apples.. and pumpkins.. i love getting a little chill walking outside.. and wearing cozy sweaters.. and snuggling under blankets....
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oninotaki:
I am very jealous that you saw simon & garfunkel I really wanted to go to it but was unable. Anyway I would update my journal but for some reason whenever I click on that one link in this entire website my browser crashes so I am unable to do so.
stgeorge:
Hi, nice to see you had a nice time.

This time of the year Lancashire Hot Pot is just the thing.

love