Monday Oct 27, 2003

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i'm starting to have issues with myself.. with my grief.

1.) i feel isolated from most people now. people who i know just don't understand.

2.) i'm not a drama person. in fact i have a hard time dealing with people who complain about having lots of drama. i'm very logic oriented. if something is broken, fix it. this is the first time i've been in pain and not known how to come out of it. i know it will end at some point.. i know i will move on.. that is what humans do. i just dont know what to do with myself in the mean time.

3.) i've not had to deal with that much pain in my life so far.. i'm very very lucky. and i'm an optimist. i think i finally understand why other people arent so happy as i am all the time. because most people do have to deal with much more than i have in their life.

i have class today.. a baking class. either Custards Creams and Fillings for Basic Pastry Techniques. either or is fine.. its good cause it will take my mind off things.

Have a good day everyone
~k
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anton:
I've thought the same places as you. Wrist is definitely too visible, which is a shame because it'd look great there. (Maybe I could just wear a watch over it?). Upper back is good but as you said, I'd want to see it.
I'll post a picture once I get it, if I do indeed decide to get it.
machasha:
May I suggest Morcheeba's-Blindfold from Big Calm.

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