kaylaisobscene

i did end up punching her in the stomach a few times lol! it was soo funny b/c ppl thought she really was pregnant!! i ended up being a fafinette and i wore that dress from my set lol! i'll try and post some pics soon!

Oooh me too (about knowing what life will be like one year from now).
Hope everything's okay though... first bit doesn't sound too good.

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me too

hahaha that dream is sooo crazy and funny! and i laughed soo much at that picture of us!!! the face you're making is hilarious! i miss youuuu

lol crazy dream.
I have a hard time remembering my dreams for the most part.
My sleeping is far more like being sedated. It usually feels like no time has passed and I wake up not feeling rested no matter how many hours I sleep.

That weed looks delish...don't come to gville i'll come smoke that with you!!! And your cat is soo cute!
miss you, love youuuu!

How is pdx working out for you guys?

Me and the hububub moved here to Beavertron last year. It's been interesting adjusting.

I am hoping to be living closer to the max soon. Getting to actual portland will be a lot easier.

I got my lip pierced ^_^
I also got a new tattoo.
The lip piercing was the best piercing I've ever had. The pain was almost non-existent My lobes hurt more then this.

Glad things are working out for you.

and I will post pictures once I get some. At the moment I do not have a camera but my friend Stina video recorded the piercing and got pictures of the tattoo so once I get them I will post
^_^

i remember this poster! do you still have yours?

btw MGMT= my new love!!
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Which?

awww
sadness
I hope everything is ok

^_^

Things are good ^_^
Long day today though.
I went to bed at 3:30ish am. Woke up at 7am. Went to the gym until 9:45. Walked the 35 minutes to work and then worked until 9:30pm. No I'm just tired lol.
How was your day?

For me I was also raised by a very strict Christian family.
I have spent a lot of time reading about and talking to people about different religions.
I have my own cultural beliefs and spirituality.
As far as organized religion goes I hate the hypocrisy, bigotry, and bullshit carried out in the name of whatever god these people so chose to believe in.
the only organized religion I could ever consider being close to that which my culture teaches and believes is Buddhism.
Also in my research and opinion when broken down to there most basic forms and principles most all religions teach the same things.
So as people are different and interpret things differently how do we not know all religion is the same message from the same creator interpreted differently and changed by men?
If me you and three of our friends read the same book we may likely come to different opinions on who the characters where and what the artists mindset/meaning was.
Same as if we all analyze an abstract painting.

Just my thoughts

I'd recommend you looking into Taoism or Shinto.

Buddhism (Zen, in particular) and its take on what happens after we die (though not generally the first time) might prove interesting for you.

"It can't rain all the time"-Eric Draven
^_^

That would be so amazing if you got to travel around doing history/discovery channel type work.

I understand the finical obstacle, I hate that money runs everything. Though I refuse to continue to be part of the system. running the race.
I have always dreamed of just packing a bag and leaving. Just going.
^_^
Maybe I will someday.

aww... i like rainy days

^_^

What is your major?

Thats cool, what area of film/film making are you looking to have as your expertise?
I know its hard but try not to get discouraged. These things always work themselves out and maybe this semester off will help you in preparing for the rest of school or any choices being made on a different school.
I know it all sounds like some hokey new age bullshit ^_^
but I have to remind myself that sometimes. That life is a balance. In my culture we believe in that balance and the circular motion in which everything flows. There is always upsides to bad times and amazing memories and relationships formed in the heart of despair.
Just they are not always easy to recognize while in them.

I have a friend who got into his top choice college and is set to graduate next year. But because of his academic grades in two classes (sense he was a freshman ) he now has to leave. (they are super strict ) At first he was crushed and I still believe part of him is, but he understands that there is positive in whatever school he now choses.
I guess in my ramblings im just saying keep at it
^_^

I believe that we can have whatever we want. We just have to work for it.
So many people fall victim to community, bills, excuses, failed past plans that they feel they can not have what they want. In reality as the quote from Sun Tzu says in my blog

Can you imagine what I could(/would) do if I could do all I can?

so whats stopping you???
^_^

i already figured you had lol and yes that is kt! we love her new macbook

updaaaaaaaaaaaaaate!