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So, I've been wanting to share some happenings in my life since pretty early last year, but COVID struck, and (as a result) I kind of disconnected from everyone but my partner, some really close friends, and even closer family. Even as vaccines were rolled out, I was incredibly hesitant to jump into any social situations due to some personal obligations that were demanding my...
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The past couple weeks have been weird for me.

For starters, I had so much going on between guitar lessons, school, work, dog training, volunteering, researching, writing, and trying to maintain a social life, that I ran myself into the ground and got sick. I cancelled a date with someone that I want particularly attracted to, cancelled a date with my on again off again...
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I'm typically a pretty outgoing person. I can read people pretty well, have a decent intuition for what to say and not to say, interests that spam the entire spectrum of human experience, and a personally reminiscent of an excited puppy meeting strangers.

Then, it happens, I encounter a woman I find attractive, and everything that should have prepared me for that moment disappears. My...
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So, on March 4th I have the next session on my left pants leg scheduled with my artist. So stoked to finish the Lord of the Rings section of my Tolkien tattoo, and perhaps move on to starting our work on the Hobbit. Hopefully, by the end of the year, we'll be finished with everything, including my homage to the Silmarillion.

I'm nerdgasming in Arizona!

For most of my life, I have not looked my picture being taken. See, when I was younger, I was skinny, scrawny, sticks and bones small; it gave me image problems that persisted well into adulthood. Eventually, I got over the worst aspects of my image, and was able to accept that some women (and some men) might find me attractive, but still to this...
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Last year (2016), I had a pretty amazing vacation that took me to New Zealand and Fiji. While I was in New Zealand, I fell in love with the country and have plans to go back in 2020. I'm an amateur photographer, and while I was overseas, I filled up 2x 128GB memory cards with pictures big and small of all the beautiful sites. Here...
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