The past couple weeks have been weird for me.

For starters, I had so much going on between guitar lessons, school, work, dog training, volunteering, researching, writing, and trying to maintain a social life, that I ran myself into the ground and got sick. I cancelled a date with someone that I want particularly attracted to, cancelled a date with my on again off again...
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I'm typically a pretty outgoing person. I can read people pretty well, have a decent intuition for what to say and not to say, interests that spam the entire spectrum of human experience, and a personally reminiscent of an excited puppy meeting strangers.

Then, it happens, I encounter a woman I find attractive, and everything that should have prepared me for that moment disappears...
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felicity:
I'm sorry, dear... certainly you will found someone like you. Many girls are so shy this way, and one of them will understand you and will be patience to know you completely.

So, on March 4th I have the next session on my left pants leg scheduled with my artist. So stoked to finish the Lord of the Rings section of my Tolkien tattoo, and perhaps move on to starting our work on the Hobbit. Hopefully, by the end of the year, we'll be finished with everything, including my homage to the Silmarillion.

I'm nerdgasming...
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felicity:
Good luck with your tattoos!
kaotikzen:
@felicity Thank you :)

For most of my life, I have not looked my picture being taken. See, when I was younger, I was skinny, scrawny, sticks and bones small; it gave me image problems that persisted well into adulthood. Eventually, I got over the worst aspects of my image, and was able to accept that some women (and some men) might find me attractive, but still to this...
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felicity:
Don't worry, you're a handsome and cute guy, I'm sure that your photos will be wonderful! Just can't wait to see the result ;) Good Luck!!
kaotikzen:
@felicity thank you 😍