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warning: wordy blog ahead!

its been a crazy roller coaster of a week...and its only tuesday!

nothing bad has happened, in fact a lot of good has happened. these damn hormones and mood swings sure take the fun out of the good some days wink but, you all know me, i can find the bright side in absolutely anything.

monday was just stressful. a long 8-hour...
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pawko4b:
Loving life is always a good thing smile.
jstduckie:
darlin....
jst hang in there...you are gonna be fine....i believe it.
and.....how do i go about getting on this "man" list of yours???? tongue biggrin
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just about 9 weeks left
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the_libertine:
I've missed you too! it's been ages since we've spoken. In that time, I've relocated (for an indeterminate amount of time) to Victoria, BC. I hope we can catch up soon. You've been on my mind with visible results wink

love you right back, gorgeous girl!

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yourdaddy:
WOW, you mean I'm going to be a grandpa? (again) hehe
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hooray, for i now am connected to the internet again! biggrin biggrin biggrin i have felt somewhat lost without it, but also somewhat liberated wink its nice to be back. though.

not a lot to report in the last few days.

other than that, work is good. getting more hours at one and Zumba classes are awesome. had 21 for its first official night, which is an AMAZING turnout....
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xalicex:
you look fab hun...but i know who you are feeling so you have my sympathy on the tiredness.

perhaps you have a bit of prenatal depression, its such a confusing stressfull and strange time, everything including all emotions and feelings get all mushed up and thrown up into the air. i hope the councilling session helps hun.

jordan8285:
awe babe you look so beautiful and yet tiny lol! dont get cold feet your going to be such s good mommy
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This is a true story~~~people actually said these two things to me today...and it upset me very much (i'm feeling better now, by the way, but at the time, i was extremely upset)

Things NOT to say to me...

1) Wow, you've gotten so big in the last week

2) Wow, even your workout clothes are starting to get a little small for you because...
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adric:
Not to be rude sweetie but I would take it as a compliment smile "Fuck yeah my baby is growing!!!"
Plus, you are not fat. You are pregnant. And you are a small girl so of course you are going to look big!
I agree with candycrimson I think pregnant bellies are so beautiful. You should definitely get some professional preggy photos taken before you deliver smile
jstduckie:
hmmm.....how bout.....still sexy as hell....i carry your smile with me every day biggrin kiss
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i get my internet at my apt on friday! yay! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin i am way excited to have my computer back. going over to the ex's house is a pain in the a$$!

been working lots. they want to give me more hours at the doctor's office, which is good. i could use the money for sure.

and, i've been hanging out with that guy lately. he's...
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xalicex:
thats great news about the internet and extra shifts smile

and i really hope things go well with this guy, you sound happy smile
astrokill:
Wow! I'm glad! Internet, extra shifts.... smile Doing well! smile
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how was everyone's weekend? mine was good.

i helped dana paint his house. we got a good chunk of it done. my "man-crush" finally got a hold of me and we hung out on friday. that was fun. we just sat and talked for 2 hours. and he still likes me wink sunday consisted of nascar, baseball, and football watching with my dad. oh, and my...
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xalicex:
kitty love!!!

my weekend was so so. im just so tired! frown
astrokill:
I'm glad you a great weekend and with your kitties, no less! As or me, just a bit fatigued from all that jury duty, but it's over now, so I'm thinking of resting. smile
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I'm definitely sportin' the belly now!

HAPPY MONDAY!
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the_libertine:
so gorgeous, baby! I miss you! how are things going for you, love?
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bow:

Arh congrats on the baby bump!!!
xox
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just as things start to look up, WHAM! slapped back down again.

its this whole damn job thing. i'll try to be brief...

-a week ago wrote a note to a girl at work and left it in her box.
-note said i needed help looking for a guy (i needed to talk to him) and then jokingly referred to him as my man-crush. this...
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schiavona:
Exactly. It's almost impossible to sleep. I dozed off a few times, but would wake up when I heard a door close or a wire started strangling me or i'd lay wrong on one of the electrodes and it would di into me. "So, how did you sleep?" It's hard not to laugh when they ask you that question. i laughed. Not at all.

You have sucha cute tummy! biggrin Checked you picture out. wink

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schiavona:
Eep, double post. eeek

BTW, I'm glad you have the other place to work and was able to get support there.

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Taught my 1st ZUMBA class today...at 5:45 this morning. It went well. I had 12 people there, which I think is pretty good. And they all said they loved it! Yay!

And today was another doctor's appointment...I am now almost 26 weeks (at least that's what we're all thinking) and doing well.

Nothing real new to report. Today has been a good day. Its cooling...
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xalicex:
wow 26 weeks!!!!

i feel ya on the heat....if i get hot i feel like im about to pass out.
walkere:
Congrats on 26wks...............workout at 5:45 am.........your a motivated woman
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the troublemaker at work caused me some more trouble, but i think i took care of it. i guess we'll see. i am so over that crap. dance classes started and more fitness classes start next week, so i am busy.

still moving stuff out of the ex's house. its a slow process for me, but i'll get it done.

have a great rest of...
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schiavona:
You are so adorable. You know there are pregnant women out there who hate you because you still look so amazing.

have a great weekend love. Enjoy and have fun.

Loves.

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iso:
Aww, you look so adorable! And ya yfor still wearing non-maternity clothes! I squeezed my tummy into my favorite pre-preggo jeans til I was about 28 weeks and then I swear i just exploded over night tongue
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so, here's my new dilemma...

there is this guy who is interested in me and i am interested in him. i used to see him all the time at the gym but he took the summer off, so we have only been chatting through email and texting. i haven't seen him since probably early july and that was only briefly that i saw him.

we...
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justme159:
i just (nervously) checked my email...

pause for dramatic effect

he already knew, but thought I had had the baby already, but he doesn't care. Yay! so, its out there and its all good. he still wants to get to know me better and all that good stuff, so I am a happy chica!
the_libertine:
Not talking to you makes me sad too. You're an important part of my sanity. Check in when you're all settled and we'll do a much needed catch up!

until then, know that I'm super happy for you!

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its been a busy week. still very busy.

i signed the lease on my apartment today! yay!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

now the moving part tongue i don't like that part.

still haven't really talked with dana. i took him out for lunch today, since its his birthday. just have to be patient.

in a hurry~~~have to take celeste to the vet and find out what's up with her. she's...
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xalicex:
yey for the apartment! smile

hope celeste is ok frown
justme159:
she's fine. we are waiting for the thyroid exam results...maybe on monday.

the apartment is coming along...its a slow process.

dana and i had a chat. it was nice. i only freaked out once~when he said he wanted 50% custody and wanted her for 3-4 days at a time. i totally flipped out and started bawling like a little child. i didn't expect that to happen, but no one has talked about taking the baby away from me before.

and...

i may have a date on saturday! with someone else smile