Tuesday Jan 04, 2005

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i joined quitnet.. i guess it's kinda helping. this is really hard.

Smoke-Free: 3 days, 21 hours, 5 minutes and 51 seconds

Cigarettes NOT smoked: 78

Lifetime Saved: 14 hours

Money Saved: $18.00
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filmme:
love

keep it up.

Im on day 10 and I am feeling muuuuuuuch bettah!
americanzero:
Howard Stern cured his OCD with transidental meditation! I definately feel alot smoother around the edges after I do yoga in the evenings...I thingk I need to keep it up more.

Saturday Jan 01, 2005

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my last year's resolution was to smoke more.
i succeeded.

this year's resolution is to quit smoking.
it's been approximately 18 hours so far and i am very cranky. very, very cranky. i'm wearing the patch which is making me super hyper and ancy. but i'm countering with zanax. biggrin

yay me.
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opie:
It will get easer after day 3 i promise
americanzero:
I say fortet the cigarettes and just stick with zanax, everthings always ok if you have zanax!!!

Monday Dec 27, 2004

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i swear to god, i almost didn't make it home tonight. my drive to work was oddly calm (except for the last 5 minutes when i started shaking so bad that i could barely hold onto the stering wheel). so all day at work, i watched the clouds come in and listened to people saying that it's supposed to rain all week. i kept hoping...
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coco:
i hope that the hypnotherapist can help you. i've been thinking about you, love.
americanzero:
Wishing you a happy new year!!!

Saturday Dec 25, 2004

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this is what santa brought me....

g's from victorias secret
george forman with removable grills for ease of cleaning
new home sony stereo
chococat coffee mug and chococat push pins
gift certificate for suss designs (yummy yarn store)
gift certificate to michael's craft store

biggrin

what did santa bring for you?
_v_:
gift certificate for a massage
love from the little ones
a goodmorning smack in the head
clothes
xbox games
breathalizer
stuff like that
hope all is well
opie:
an STD That Dick!!! mad Hay I', haveing a new years party

Wednesday Dec 22, 2004

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i talk to my mom on the phone everyday on my way to work. you see, i can't drive nowadays without having a panic attack. if she were around, she would pick my ass up and drive me to work herself... but she's not. it's probably better. i need to start doing more things on my own.
my new meds are making me have crazy...
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_v_:
at least you dream
i can't recall one lately frown
dave_h:
yeah I've heard of that christmaskka thing or whatever but I haven't actually seen it used yet in the show.

Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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muller:
how rad. You may now paint me green.
takeshi21:
Yeah, we might be the same person? Has your panic been as frequent and often to become debilitating? It sucks!!

Send me an email because I'd love to hear what you think about therapists. I want to find one, and, while I've found a facility in LA that specializes in OCD, I don't know a single professional.

I had to deal with another episode tonight. This is ridiculous.

Friday Dec 03, 2004

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me and my boy's one year anniversary is on tuesday. i need suggestions on what to do.
please help.
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dave_h:
one year, huh?
digdug:
ok, here's what you should do

oops!

Tuesday Nov 30, 2004

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brrrr.
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americanzero:
That is perhaps the understatement of the season... There was frost on the cars this morning on the way home from the gym(not good) I'm worried the kitty will become a kitty-cicle!
_v_:
it isn't even brrr over here
you should have wasted yourtime buggin me on the phone

Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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i need to take more risks.

i've been at the same job for almost 6 years, i have a degree and i live paycheck-to-paycheck.
that's just not right.

tell me about a risk that you took (career-wise) and what happened as a result (positive or negative).
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digdug:
waitdid i meet him the night i met you?
daggerone:
God...... do i know how u feel ive been living paycheck to paycheck for about a year now.....and it suxs.....Dagger
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