julies1103

I think I may have to give up my subscription here since I'm still without a job and I'm never really on here that much anymore.

I just went into work on Christmas Eve to be fired over the phone. Merry fucking Christmas to me! Somehow running over a cake decorated for Christmas didn't help much and to top it all off my mom's pissed off at me for wanting to be alone. Beautiful

Yeah But Nobody Searches And Nobody Cares Somehow

I need to stop compartmentalizing my emotions because it almost always comes back to bite me in the ass. Kind of like today when I had to ball my eyes out when I realized what was going to happen tomorrow and what it might mean. Maybe I should tell everyone and not just three other people. Maybe...
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I swear something stupid happens everytime I go to Cleveland. Apparently it's against the law to park on the street from 3-6 and of course I wasn't told this until 5:49 and low and behold there was a ticket on my window. Now I have to go get a money order because they don't take personal checks WTF! I have the stupidest luck ever. At...
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STD's are like hugs, everyone gets one



Yep that's what I said after someone I like very much gave me a hug. Not to their face or anything, but maybe I should have. Maybe it would have made him stop second guessing his feelings for me. Complications are dumb! You're parents are great when you don't have to live with them. Money is amazing when...
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I just want to warn you now that I'm about to take advantage of this space for bitching so avert your eyes if you must.


I freakin hate Christmas this year! Yeah that's right I said it. If that makes me a horrible person ok whatever. It just hasn't really felt like a holiday or anyhting special since I was 12 and my grandpa died...
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Needles should be kept away from me since I pierce anything and everything when the urge strikes! i.e. I now have 18 piercings! I think I'll just bite the bullet and get my blood born pathogen certification and try to get an apprenticeship at a piercing place and stop putting it off. Also cheap vodka is as important to me as tap water. Which is...
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And I Dream About So Much It Is Absurd

A lot of people say that women don't know what they want. They also say that men don't know what women want. So I thought I'd make a list of what it is that I want.

I want a partner, a best friend, a teacher, a student and a lover amoung other things.
I want someone...
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I did it! I finally got a tattoo tonight. It's so badass. Check out the pics in my new folder called "tattoo"

I suppose I should write something here since it's been a while. I'm so tired of everyone commenting on how quiet I am and telling me I need to be louder or talk more. I've been this quiet for 23 years. I really don't think it's going to change now. I really just don't feel the need to talk all of the time and say...
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That Is What Learning Is. You Suddenly Understand Something You've Understood All Your Life, But In A New Way.

I told someone this week that I thought life was a learning experiance. I really do think that but I was so busy feeling sorry for myself I almost forget to reflect and think about what I've learned. I stopped and thought about it and it's...
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