fuck, my flat iron is offically dead after a few months of straggling performances and erratic behavior it went to that great big salon in the sky. now i need a new one, badly. i thought about going with a cermaic model but after reading up on them i have decided to aquire this one:
http://www.beautyofasite.com/Shop/Tools/Solano/iron.htm
(the first one) i hear good things..... but until i have it i am gonna have to go curly. i dunno how well i am gonna deal....time to aquire intermediate hair products i guess...i hate looking like a curlyhairedwildwoman...meh.
last nights little dinner was enjoyable. good times....i definatly feel a great kinship with anyone who loves midgets as much as i do. and the oompa loompa tattoo sealed the deal. after dinner we came home, had muffins and eachother for dessert, and went to sleep. i was gonna stay up and do laundry and bake cookies but i crashed and actually slept a full night! craziness....
so this morning i baked the cookies which brent had better get out of my house. i am ballooning...i think i have gained 10 lbs since i moved here....no more size 2 pants for me. must stop all this foolish eating. i think, as much as i love it, i will hold off on the baking for awhile...or at least until i have more then brent to cook for - that should help.and no more buying bread....i like it too much. from now on - fruits and veggies! i'm turning into one big giant baguette.
today started out well with some really interesting lucid dreaming. it was so real when i woke up i was SURE it had just happened and that i fell asleep afterword for just a minute. i love dreams like that.
today i have also come to a few realizations based on something jason told me - i am a total pussy. i really need to learn to less fearfully express the things i am thinking be they good or bad. i have so much on my mind but most of the time i am too afraid to express it....i need to work on this and will start with baby steps beginning today. So i will work very hard on not saying "nothing" when someone asks "what are you thinking?" even if i am thinking some innane dribble...i just need to remind myself "do not be afraid." - if peopel in my life care enough to ask about what i am thinking then they probably care enough to know/deal what i am thinking even if its something difficult or maybe embarassing or revealing....and if they don't care enough to deal with the things in my head then they probably shouldn't be so prominant in my life. this will be hard but well worth it i think.
as for my agenda this fine (but cold) wednesday: a training day/class at yet another store...its a class that i was SUPPOSED to take BEFORE training but unfortunatly last week it was canceled so basicly we will go over everything i have already spent the last 2 weeks learning. not bad really tho this weeks class is being taught by the manager i hate. just my luck. i am looking forward to my days off and this weekend. i really need to get out and dance...there are some goodhousenights out here so we'll see. also, prefuse73 is playing at the grog shop on sunday which is mere blocks from my house. yay for glitch-hop. (note to self: download his new album)well, its 3 and i have 1 hours till work...i think i will head out there nowish- there is a giant tj maxx across from this starbucks and i could use some good old fashioned retail therapy bargain stylez.
http://www.beautyofasite.com/Shop/Tools/Solano/iron.htm
(the first one) i hear good things..... but until i have it i am gonna have to go curly. i dunno how well i am gonna deal....time to aquire intermediate hair products i guess...i hate looking like a curlyhairedwildwoman...meh.
last nights little dinner was enjoyable. good times....i definatly feel a great kinship with anyone who loves midgets as much as i do. and the oompa loompa tattoo sealed the deal. after dinner we came home, had muffins and eachother for dessert, and went to sleep. i was gonna stay up and do laundry and bake cookies but i crashed and actually slept a full night! craziness....
so this morning i baked the cookies which brent had better get out of my house. i am ballooning...i think i have gained 10 lbs since i moved here....no more size 2 pants for me. must stop all this foolish eating. i think, as much as i love it, i will hold off on the baking for awhile...or at least until i have more then brent to cook for - that should help.and no more buying bread....i like it too much. from now on - fruits and veggies! i'm turning into one big giant baguette.
today started out well with some really interesting lucid dreaming. it was so real when i woke up i was SURE it had just happened and that i fell asleep afterword for just a minute. i love dreams like that.
today i have also come to a few realizations based on something jason told me - i am a total pussy. i really need to learn to less fearfully express the things i am thinking be they good or bad. i have so much on my mind but most of the time i am too afraid to express it....i need to work on this and will start with baby steps beginning today. So i will work very hard on not saying "nothing" when someone asks "what are you thinking?" even if i am thinking some innane dribble...i just need to remind myself "do not be afraid." - if peopel in my life care enough to ask about what i am thinking then they probably care enough to know/deal what i am thinking even if its something difficult or maybe embarassing or revealing....and if they don't care enough to deal with the things in my head then they probably shouldn't be so prominant in my life. this will be hard but well worth it i think.
as for my agenda this fine (but cold) wednesday: a training day/class at yet another store...its a class that i was SUPPOSED to take BEFORE training but unfortunatly last week it was canceled so basicly we will go over everything i have already spent the last 2 weeks learning. not bad really tho this weeks class is being taught by the manager i hate. just my luck. i am looking forward to my days off and this weekend. i really need to get out and dance...there are some goodhousenights out here so we'll see. also, prefuse73 is playing at the grog shop on sunday which is mere blocks from my house. yay for glitch-hop. (note to self: download his new album)well, its 3 and i have 1 hours till work...i think i will head out there nowish- there is a giant tj maxx across from this starbucks and i could use some good old fashioned retail therapy bargain stylez.
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stormshadow:
i was really impressed with your pictures and your spikes in your chest.... where do you have to go toget something like that? (intregued) as well as you latex fetish.... well just stoped in for a look and to say hi... and im leaving truely impressed
kajiseele:
i love your scar work and piercings it looks great i just got some work done the pictures are up in my pictures if you wanna take a look