jovana

your previous entry was great...

I think you should have left the last post up longer. It was actually worth commenting on. The only response this deserves is- Ask me if I care?

Back to the last post...
I should have hung out more with you and Kim when I could have. You both pull the same amazing "I am the best girlfriend ever" routine, and you both seem very deserving of the title. Of course when I am amorously fixated I am deserving of the male title. Liz used to joke during our breakup- how am I ever going to find another boy who wakes me up with oral sex and breakfast in bed?

There is something truly wonderful to it though. So much personal happiness can be experienced through the happiness of another you love.

I personally never worry too much when it starts to fade though cause I know it will come back- its part of my personal vicous cycle. Eventually, it becomes too hard to maintain and kindnesses unreturned turn to feelings of being taken for granted. (Do something once and you get appreciation. Do something often and you get expectation.) So I withdraw for a bit- but never for too long, since the instinct in me to give is too strong. I want too much to return to that happiness I know I can experience.

holy crap!

[bows]

Those were nice thoughts by the way, I'll try to think that way.

Adoring public, eh? That's it- from now on my job is to keep your ego in check. Don't worry- it's what friends are for. God only knows what mine would be like if my friends didn't knock me back down to size.

The gloves in that pic look way to big for you- especially from that prospective. Now the fishnet pics are fucking HOT. As well as the black latex boots you have on in the other photo.

You might have the world's hottest junk- too bad I never got to see.

PS: Add me to your friends list.

[Edit] I stand corrected.

[Edited on May 08, 2003]

hey-- just read your post from earlier 'cause i wanted to ask how you liekd the postal service show -- looks obv. liek you didn't go in which case lemme tell you it was not as great as the record by any means -- vocals for ben and the chick were off and jimmy hada bad cold so it was def. a bit of an off night -- the visuals were cool, but if you stayed home and enjoyed the record you'd have as much fun.

hope you are swell and that your trip has gone well -- moving is sooo much work but can in the end be very refreshing and rad! i've lived in seattle, miami, cleveland, new york/ brooklyn, and in east tennessee, so...

Kim's really upset that she didn't get to say goodbye to you...so I would call her if you get a chance. Good luck on the move...a change is sometimes exactly what is needed.

I wonder if I fall into the A or B category.

Sounds like the ex is just coming to grips that it's over and done with and he wont have a chance to 'get you back' and all that stupid jazz people can delude themselves into thinking.

So what did you learn while doing that paper? Sounds semi-interesting.

JS

I think perhaps i fall in to both as well but dont worry i think spelling errors are cute hell i make them all the time. spelling has never been my strong suit. and just so you know i just got back from running so it actually feels good to sit down and get stuck into a long journal entry

Hexy sexy- it's Jeff (Kim's roommate)...nice to see you joined SG. Warning: SG is eye crack. And that's before people get to know you and start posting to your journal.

[Edit] Jesus Christ almighty you are a JAP. Of course I knew that but its fun to actually read your yiddish filled diatribe. Good thing I don't scare easy.

Anyway relax- get out and go enjoy Seattle while you still can and maybe you won't be sitting at home staring at the munchies. Go to First Thursday Art Walk for one last time. Come over and bother us at the house...we're good people. Spoil yourself rotten with nice pretty handbags that you can't eat. [I know I spoil myself rotten. God knows I fetched a fair price when I sold my soul to M$.]

PS: Are you going to see Postal Service at the Crocodile tonight?

[Edited on Apr 30, 2003]

So have you had a chance to check out Cle yet? I havent had a chance to, so Im interested in hearing what its all about up north.

Swoo

she/he's not going with you? ouch. I'm sorry.

click me

...so after awhile I just started hitting them...

my god. thats brilliant.

Swoo

greetings! you know, the postal service ar eon tour now -- i'm catching them here next week, CANNOT WAIT!

Yeah, and what's up with that huh? I mean, as unique as human beings are, why do people with a certain sort of body type and style also seem to generally prefer the same sort of mates? Weird.

lurvely pics two days in a row! Brava!

You should really come to Cedar Point btw. There's going to be oodles of people even I dont know, but I do know when you travel in a pack of about three dozen in any public place you are bound to have fun.

Swoo