well here it is, only a few days left in this year and i have lost a friend of mine. yea its kinda my fault for liking her, but she shouldnt have been dry humping some random guy at the bar. kinda disrespectful to me, and i have done so much for this girl. i guess the reason it is still affecting me is because i did love her, hell i still think about her all the time. it hurts so bad.