December 24th means my storage space rent is due. I think my friend's b-day is today. It means people will disappear from site and scurry off reluctantly to their parents and fams. It means I'll think about the last time I saw my ex-2 years ago. It's the anniversary of the 2 days I mixed Trans Am's "Run With Me", a track on TA that...
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couple of thoughts:
I think it's fair to say I was duely shitcanned last night.
DJing was crazy fun last night and crazy stressful as the second the last note of this B3 overdub happened I was like, "ok, gotta go!" and shut the studio and grabbed my records.
I barely remember going to the Pharmacy bar, but I do remember that everyone was crosseyed...
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I think it's fair to say I was duely shitcanned last night.
DJing was crazy fun last night and crazy stressful as the second the last note of this B3 overdub happened I was like, "ok, gotta go!" and shut the studio and grabbed my records.
I barely remember going to the Pharmacy bar, but I do remember that everyone was crosseyed...
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xxanastasiaxx:
ewwwwwwwwww...blue cheese! If i get that stuff on me I have to wash my hands a hundred times, because I swear I can still smell it.
yeah, I'm weird like that.
see, I told you!! the stuff multiplies! pack, pack, PACK!!!!
yeah, I'm weird like that.
see, I told you!! the stuff multiplies! pack, pack, PACK!!!!
xxanastasiaxx:
I fell asleep...I blame the milk.
In the studio all weekend.
3 back to back 12 hour days.
not at the top of my game, but definitely in the 98th percentile.
Here's where procrastination really tests you though.
I'm still smiling, though. big-time.
3 back to back 12 hour days.
not at the top of my game, but definitely in the 98th percentile.
Here's where procrastination really tests you though.
I'm still smiling, though. big-time.
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akstiesa:
um, i'm just writing this so i can click on it and see my own profile i just set up. i'm lame, i don't really have anything to say.
xxanastasiaxx:
mmm..prince.
I like prince.
I like devo
but i really like prince.
maybe I will turn on my xmas lights
that I have stung all over my ceiling
(it's night here all the time, the stars are always twinkling)
and lie (lay?) on my bed and listen to prince
have an out of body experience.
*clears throat.
When I have to buy TP and ONLY TP, I wish for a bidet.
I feel the need to buy gum or something
so it does not look like the only reason I left the house at some ungodly hour was to buy TP. (or tampons or something like that)
Oh the embarressment (I know, get over it, I am to girly sometimes)
as for the attention thing
desperation is never attractive
people grasping at balloon strings hoping to be carried off
to somewhere better.
It's all shit.
there is no somewhere over the rainbow.
deal.
move on.
get laid
get drunk
stop whining.
no one really cares
cold hard fact of life.
I need coffee, a coffee iv. straight into the veins.
[Edited on Dec 22, 2003 7:14AM]
I like prince.
I like devo
but i really like prince.
maybe I will turn on my xmas lights
that I have stung all over my ceiling
(it's night here all the time, the stars are always twinkling)
and lie (lay?) on my bed and listen to prince
have an out of body experience.
*clears throat.
When I have to buy TP and ONLY TP, I wish for a bidet.
I feel the need to buy gum or something
so it does not look like the only reason I left the house at some ungodly hour was to buy TP. (or tampons or something like that)
Oh the embarressment (I know, get over it, I am to girly sometimes)
as for the attention thing
desperation is never attractive
people grasping at balloon strings hoping to be carried off
to somewhere better.
It's all shit.
there is no somewhere over the rainbow.
deal.
move on.
get laid
get drunk
stop whining.
no one really cares
cold hard fact of life.
I need coffee, a coffee iv. straight into the veins.
[Edited on Dec 22, 2003 7:14AM]
resist babylon! selassie I!
the word of the day is ennui.
the subword of the day is adrenaline.
the subsubword is denial.
the subsusbuword is intertia.
and on to thoughts on the machinations of the radiator, why it's wamer w/the window open, it's ramifications and the potentiator that makes the blood boil and neurons burn and spin like galaxies of sinewey flesh..and shit like that....
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the word of the day is ennui.
the subword of the day is adrenaline.
the subsubword is denial.
the subsusbuword is intertia.
and on to thoughts on the machinations of the radiator, why it's wamer w/the window open, it's ramifications and the potentiator that makes the blood boil and neurons burn and spin like galaxies of sinewey flesh..and shit like that....
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siv:
wants: haggis, bonsai, topiary, bearded vikings and their ghost-ships, ringgold, stuart townshend, ponce de leon, a pince-nez, longer eyelashes, four gold stars and an automatic banjo.
you want.....?
you want.....?
MUDHONEY!!!!!
I finally saw them last night. Like 11 years after the fact. Honestly, after last night I really don't see why anyone in the class of 2003 bothers -- they somehow managed to be devistatingly heavy, psyched out, punk-as-fuck and dancey in a totally convincing and, well, mindblowing way the entire time. I haven't felt like this after seeing a show in SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long....
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citrus:
is it xtian? really?
i kindof found, so far (i'm not done - i'm only around the aread from which that quote came), that it mocks the xtian thing a little.
i kindof found, so far (i'm not done - i'm only around the aread from which that quote came), that it mocks the xtian thing a little.
citrus:
and it's cool... i'm kindof wierd right now too.
'cept i'm seeing jane's addiction tonight and that makes me happy... then hanging out with a coworker, his wife, and her kickboxing instructor. hopefully a good time ahead - i have a bottle of some top notch vodka (rated better than ketel one at the sf thing) and they have a hot tub!
whoo hoo texas nights . heh.
'cept i'm seeing jane's addiction tonight and that makes me happy... then hanging out with a coworker, his wife, and her kickboxing instructor. hopefully a good time ahead - i have a bottle of some top notch vodka (rated better than ketel one at the sf thing) and they have a hot tub!
whoo hoo texas nights . heh.
I have a vivid imagination. The brain seems to go 1080mph most of the day and when things slow down around me the aquarian brain moves into the cosmos. Walk home, start to think as I'm taking in things around me, but they're haze, they're smoke, they're blur. A flyer in the record store, a couple dancing, a drawing, man holding woman at an angle,...
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saturn1:
everything ok out there mister?
xxanastasiaxx:
it's 8:37am let the mania begin.
time to endure looped holiday music and disgruntle holiday shoppers.
baked 6 dozen cookies yesterday
I was so exhausted last night I barely remembered my name.
today will be much of the same.
Tis the season to be jolly..(or lose one's mind)
Hope you have a good day.
xoxox
time to endure looped holiday music and disgruntle holiday shoppers.
baked 6 dozen cookies yesterday
I was so exhausted last night I barely remembered my name.
today will be much of the same.
Tis the season to be jolly..(or lose one's mind)
Hope you have a good day.
xoxox
I love dub
autobahn
some things
my family 1]my family 2my family 3
records
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get busy, I'll squak later!
autobahn
some things
my family 1]my family 2my family 3
records
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get busy, I'll squak later!
xxanastasiaxx:
I'm an angel?
in the distance, I hear God weeping and the devil laughing.
or maybe it's the rain
hard to tell, my head hurts and my ears are clogged.
I bought xmas cards, a little late, they will never get to their destinations on time but I hate to break tradition.
I ate diner food, that took a suspiciously long time arrive at my table.
my toast was burnt, dosen't matter, I never eat it anyway. I wonder why I didn't tell her to forget the toast when she asked what kind I wanted. I guess I like the way it looks sitting on the plate. The triangular bread reminds me of the colorful shapes I use to play with as a child. You know, the plastic shapes that you arrange to make a picture? no??
I need coffee.
xoxox
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in the distance, I hear God weeping and the devil laughing.
or maybe it's the rain
hard to tell, my head hurts and my ears are clogged.
I bought xmas cards, a little late, they will never get to their destinations on time but I hate to break tradition.
I ate diner food, that took a suspiciously long time arrive at my table.
my toast was burnt, dosen't matter, I never eat it anyway. I wonder why I didn't tell her to forget the toast when she asked what kind I wanted. I guess I like the way it looks sitting on the plate. The triangular bread reminds me of the colorful shapes I use to play with as a child. You know, the plastic shapes that you arrange to make a picture? no??
I need coffee.
xoxox
[Edited on Dec 17, 2003 11:04AM]
///more sunsets///--->pics<
early morning rooftop smoke, now in the NYC sun, listening to the Haitians protesting Rockstar Games around the corner from Memoryboy HQ, my homebase in SoHo. No coffee and basically shot through the subway like a mouse-cheese maze. Cold Cold Cold there.
little help from mother's little helper and I filtered out the fast talking flrt machine agitated know-it-all-dude trying to get w/the...
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early morning rooftop smoke, now in the NYC sun, listening to the Haitians protesting Rockstar Games around the corner from Memoryboy HQ, my homebase in SoHo. No coffee and basically shot through the subway like a mouse-cheese maze. Cold Cold Cold there.
little help from mother's little helper and I filtered out the fast talking flrt machine agitated know-it-all-dude trying to get w/the...
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snow:
i like the red photo....of course you know i like red. time is not on my side.....
sjtwelve:
that was manic madness at its finest. good read!
I wondered what prompted the purring. The summer I drove myself wild, feeling that feeling, wanting, thinking I'd broken the spell, finally, C was gone from me and I was filled with this new visitor. My dark and lovely accomplice from across the room, who'd flit from table to table, I'd smile her way all day unknowingly, reflex...nother coast and a dark night in a...
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clara:
Too, too kind.
xxanastasiaxx:
Last night was sushi night..it was good to finally be able to get out. My ringer was off, but the vibrate was on..does little good when it's sitting in my purse. Drank a lot of sake, and white wine. The roads were bad, took much longer then it should have to get back home. nearly killed myself trying to walk to my door.
fell asleep on the futon downstairs, didn't even bother to change.
got woken up by the xmas tree falling on me..damn cat.
this morning I am lost in my own head..much contemplation, coffee and cigarettes.
I'm stuck in rewind.
Last night was sushi night..it was good to finally be able to get out. My ringer was off, but the vibrate was on..does little good when it's sitting in my purse. Drank a lot of sake, and white wine. The roads were bad, took much longer then it should have to get back home. nearly killed myself trying to walk to my door.
fell asleep on the futon downstairs, didn't even bother to change.
got woken up by the xmas tree falling on me..damn cat.
this morning I am lost in my own head..much contemplation, coffee and cigarettes.
I'm stuck in rewind.
*update II* 1:10pm
couldn't sleep. really it was only until like 12:30pm when I really went deep deep deep there. she's there again. -THEN- the phone. I realized the guy that calls me w/the last minute freelance work doesn't just call me in the morning, he calls me during REM state.
thinking about being like a sardine in that tiny club and smashed against this...
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couldn't sleep. really it was only until like 12:30pm when I really went deep deep deep there. she's there again. -THEN- the phone. I realized the guy that calls me w/the last minute freelance work doesn't just call me in the morning, he calls me during REM state.
thinking about being like a sardine in that tiny club and smashed against this...
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sicily:
HEY NOW! tis the season...right?!?
saturn1:
i am so tired. two more days. sorry i was a flake on the phone, i shouldn't try to talk to anyone right now.
i had a dream with you in it but i can't remember what it was about
i had a dream with you in it but i can't remember what it was about
(i do like free stuff.)