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goodness gracious, i'm on kauai.

but it's my last day. i leave late tonight, back in nyc mid-day tomorrow.

my girlfriend is sleeping. we camped again last night and she, apparently, didn't get any rest.

it's really amazing here, but i can't say that i've had the BEST TIME EVAR because of so much drama.



i'm anxious to get home.
it's funny to me the...
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zephyra:
I miss you too! Thanks for an update! I hope all is well.
vim:
sweet memories!

confused
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sooooo...
about that update .......




smile

hi!


~

the church bells just rang from across the street.
it's very sweet to hear the song and then expect another number of seconds to pass with the gonging of the time, but it's only just one oclock.

i'm in sarah's "hateful little corner" ... a sturdy red hutched desk shoved into the corner farthest from the cozy bed...
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hollygolightly:
you know i'm in the big apple now little lady?

i'm sure our paths will cross soon.

Holly xxx
masaba:
Gobble Gobble
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so,
here's this really fun exercise (there are lots, i'll try to just be random here, k ...
as though that's some new thing for me, heh)

kiss

so,
like...
subdue yourself.
for a long time.
do it because you kindof have to, though, because if you don't,
if you DON'T,
you'll overwhelm yourself.

the other day i left this silliest of voicemails and then i...
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invisigirl:
how the hell are ya? i was hoping you'd turn up around here soon--- your writings are so enjoyable.....so update, wouldja?!

kiss
avenger:
invisigirl told me to come by and say hi...
i overwhelmed myself...
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ding dong

the wind through the window turns the blades in the fan ... the motor isn't on.

peanut butter on a spoon. crunchy.
cold brown rice leftover from a thai meal.

my nose is runny. it doesn't have as much to do with the green coconut curry as it does allergies and trying to kick a cold.
i stayed home from work today. i'm...
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hollygolightly:
misssss yoooouuuuu kiss
littlecooter:
Hey, guess you havn't been on in a while.
Theres a SG who kinda looks like you. Her name is Julie, check her out.
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so, didn't you know that it'd only be a short matter of time after courtney left and emek joined before i came back to kick around in this joint?

some of what i love about nyc:
it fits me just fine and i can act out or be anonymous and it doesn't make much difference except to certain individuals.
that you have to walk if...
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fishnabowl:
It's good to see you back and still enjoying NYC. Thanks for stopping by to let me know.
cupofkarma:
where are you?? confused
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i cut off my hair.
it's less than chin-length now.

how's about that?
it's very fun, and i feel like me again. silly how a little change can make a whole world feel better.

that's the only big news i have, really.

i'd thought about changing up my living situation but i'm still not really sure what i'm going to do. more thinking and little...
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freyja__:
hey! i hope you're coming to the party on the 11th.
kiss
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and a happy thanksgiving day to you all as well.
i'm not 'celebrating' until tomorrow.
i'm in an internet cafe waiting for the wolf to arrive. he should be here in about an hour, if we're still following the plan we agreed on.

i lost my cell phone. i feel like a doofus about it,
but what did i do before i had one,
the...
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pmvirgin:
<shakes head, smiling>
angryworks:
are you coming for the holidays?? confused
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i'm in my girl friend's apartment...
i am wearing diamond earrings passed down from my mother, a hair band around my right wrist and another tiny one around my left ring finger.

comfort and convenience for a short time.
her apartment is much easier access to the city for me, but i miss my place.
another friend suggested today that i don't like being in...
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vim:
!!!!

kiss

xox
angryworks:
happy thanksgiving!! kiss
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it's very interesting,
the way we learn and grow...

taking an objective view is difficult sometimes...
pursuing what we believe to be in our best personal interests is something to develop strength on.
expanding the threshold upon which we base our means of expression is hard work and worth it.

and sometimes we think we are something we're not.

lovely is as lovely does.

balance...
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midknight:
very good point shocked
dayglow:
Man oh man, do I know what you mean!
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i search your profile
for a translation
i study the conversation
like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences between us
and i know there is comfort
where we overlap

come here
and stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have all night
'cause i am not done looking, yet

and...
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cosyne:
I love your profile pic.
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some things i love about stuff... though i almost wish i had a night-cap to go on...

miles davis on my girlfriend's stereo, though i'm inclined for more ani or coldplay or something that i can sing to and hug the floor with.

tomorrow i'm taking a swim in her tub. i don't do that at home so much with the community bathroom and all,...
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the_baron:
The Scoop? Well I get on the plane saturday morning, I'll be in NYC by noon, and I'll be eating lunch with my old boss.

If you tell me where you're working maybe I can make it in for a drink before I hop the train to Poughkeepsie.

I'll know my new address in a couple days, I'll send you an email through here, does your old email still work? I'll send you an email with it.
masaba:
HEY!!!!!
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you know what's amazing?

yeah...
no,
i can't explain it.


smile

i gotta get to work now,
but i had a really fabulous evening... and i love it when that happens.
tonight'll be one for the good-stuff, too.

it's windy. it's getting cold. the leaves rain off the trees and i crunch them purposefully as i walk through the neighborhood.
i'm not as interested in trying...
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