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brrrrrrrrrr.....

last night I looked up, it was clear, the moon looked full, I was shivering, but I saw stars. Realized it'd been a while since I'd REALLY looked at them, or seen them for that matter. Call that one plus about not being in the city...I used to just stare at the night sky.
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I had a dream I got a test-pressing in...
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naja_haje:
I had planned on keeping their brains preserved in jars. You know.. conversation pieces. And I can sell those hearts for mucho dinero on ebay.

BUT THEY'RE SO TASTY. frown

I dreamed I was in war torn Serbia last night. At one point my friends and I ducked into a pool hall. But the pool table was a 'toy' version meant for kids. Then some asshole in a tank blew himself up.
silverlaker:
hi cutie!
i have bizarre & vivid dreams, too.

do you even have a brother at all?

anyway, check out my newest episode:



silverlaker
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distance. lot's of distance.
and who invited the rain?
thanks for the reminder of the church scene. oh imagery. miao!!
there's a tv here. I don't know how I feel about that thing. it's on, I was watching it, I'm still not sure about it. I'm absolutely sure it retards people mentally and physically.

it's cold rain. it's not fair.
I'd rather be with you regardless....
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thefuckoffkid:
*turns up the bass* Fuck Da Man!!!! *shakes fist*
clara:
I keep choosing reliable income and it keeps unchoosing me.
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miao!! miao!! miao!!

I moved all day. Except for the 2 hours I talked politics and business w/the V+T (12pm, good show) injesting Malian ex-pat republican. Really interesting. Interesting to know a conservative-leaning African, but then I can understand how coming from nothing beyond the nothing that 99.9% of Americans know nothing about might make you very pro-business, very easy to excuse business w/o morality. We both see...
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citrus:
i guess sometimes it feels more like freefall than stumbling.
i am familiar.
i think that it's all about it, really... and i find that part exhilarating.
sometimes i feel the need to get a grip, sometimes i long to be swept up in it.

weee!

wink
kiss
citrus:
ah, well... i was being a bit more broad.

i gather what you meant. i did then and do now, really... no more stumbling home wink

but hey,
tomayto tomahto.
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Hibernating in the fall-weather we're having here. drag out every last second of being in "my place". sitting for hours, maybe typing to you, but with the window open, sounds of the city, the construction noise fades with the sun and becomes the chatter fade in fade out of the neighborhood, be it suburbanite pests for the new years in Adams Morgan, or local thugs...
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roby:
those were nice shoes. very nice. do you have a pair or two?
clara:
*doing the spring weather dance* biggrin
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smile smile smile smile smile

happy new year!
have fun!

new pics!

l8r sk8rs!
kiss

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for no reason whatsoever....
a violent beach, fall, the cape maybe no shelter, wreckless thoughts, not alone, wind whipped, darkness, a medium chill, watery eyes, empty stomach, the twilight zone, paranoid lust, fever, the ocean, the waves, the dusk, the salt, his hands, her mouth, she aches, he's invisible, they wander, they stumble, they tumble,...
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clara:
The whole story is on its way.
citrus:
smile
happy new year
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(edited out bitterness overdose)
written on the backside of a flyer:

razorblade and bowl of warm water provided...complimentary.

happy new years!

I was raised up, like the electronic sign on key bridge proclaiming: Elevated..., like that I was come saturday-NO-Sunday, seductive tennis. I s'pose, like anything that takes you up, you always have to come down. I've decided to not stop where I started...why not...
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xxanastasiaxx:
double post..bleh..knew that was going to happen, my computer is going nuts..

better..yes! smile

[Edited on Dec 31, 2003 8:06AM]
citrus:
i send hugs and kisses, too.

all i got.

happy fUckin' new year.

as a loved one said to me
"here's to better things"

so there.
mad smile
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.....scarred for life, scared to death...

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kiss kiss kiss kiss
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...more...later....

what fuels your fire?
what makes you burn?
what takes you T_H__E___R_____E?
what make you hungry?
what fills you up?
what come is size " never enough "?
what is too much?
what turns you inside out?
what keeps you inside?
what traps the random and spits out the irregular?
what makes up fall?
what keeps...
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xxanastasiaxx:
best line EVER!

smile kiss
flux:
***HIGH-FIVE********

omg1!!1111

that was fun. let's do it again sometime.
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it's all being figured out.

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last call, and I was so happy to not be in a similar state as the prev. nights. got to black cat, shit all over the place. people all over the place. waiting for last call action at the bar. some dude turns to my friend and goes, "did ya see dave grohl?" I don't think my friend answered...
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franandzooey:
Hi. Yeah, Brian Eno is great! You are a Heese fan, can someone explain 'Demian' to me? I figure he is the anti-christ or something but I still don't get all of it???
crazydasaint:
The latter... I try not to mention it by name online for some reason, same as I don't mention friends by name. As much as I try to avoid being at all what could be called gossippy in my journals, I figure... dunno, really. Who knows if people want to be mentioned in an online journal? Plus there's the long journal-writing tradition of not mentioning people by name.

"Should I marry W.? Not if she won't tell me the other letters in her name." -Woody Allen, 'Selections from the Allen Notebooks'
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So sad to wake up this time...it's hours later and I have to get this down before I forget. My dream:

You guys know how I'm homeless in a few days and just going to crash around until I go on tour and so be it right? I just had my first dream about it and of course, somehow I'm in Portland (oh yeah, some...
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jnthn:
who is Kathleen? who are you? whaa? confused
fhubig:
its kathleen cohen from black cat black cat-tag I got y aon freakster too. Im checkin out this site on my friends account-im thinking about posting....know any good photographers??? (wink, wink)
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so I actually enjoyed xmas. this is really funny to me. you folks (like not anyone here...) my entire life have unwittingly tried to convert me to your zany religious festive ways and I fought you off like a madman swinging a cobra over his head in a market. And not giving a fuck was never enough..."oh it's secular" It's still Jesus' birthday no matter...
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silva:
thanx!

nice pics btw smile

saturn1:
i loooooove this guy and hung out with him all night, but he's got a stupid girlfriend!! do i do that on purpose?